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so, im for sure going to start useing livejournal more often. i miss it quite abit.
life hasn't been easy lately. Not at all actually. Grandparents fallin sicker and sicker.
My brother is going to be graduating soon, and as everyone seems to know how i feel about it, there all wrong. im scared to live alone, without my buddy. It scares me. Who am i going to complain to, who am i going to fight my parents with ? ive grown up with him always being there. i dont really want him to leave.
and the last thing on my mind, is that im lonely. more the ever. i find myself, in gaze looking deep within myself an inch away from my mirror. lately, im but so insecure, i dont know what to do with myself. when i look at myself, physically ... i hate myself. emotionally... i hate it. the only thing good about me, is my personality, for the most part. i think so anyway.
nothing seems right, nothing seems okay, nothing seems to want to go my way.
sweet dreams and good night to all of you.
_leahhh
life hasn't been easy lately. Not at all actually. Grandparents fallin sicker and sicker.
My brother is going to be graduating soon, and as everyone seems to know how i feel about it, there all wrong. im scared to live alone, without my buddy. It scares me. Who am i going to complain to, who am i going to fight my parents with ? ive grown up with him always being there. i dont really want him to leave.
and the last thing on my mind, is that im lonely. more the ever. i find myself, in gaze looking deep within myself an inch away from my mirror. lately, im but so insecure, i dont know what to do with myself. when i look at myself, physically ... i hate myself. emotionally... i hate it. the only thing good about me, is my personality, for the most part. i think so anyway.
nothing seems right, nothing seems okay, nothing seems to want to go my way.
sweet dreams and good night to all of you.
_leahhh