I'm so bloated....got any pamprin?
This week has gone by so slow and then in other aspect so fast.
I can't sit here and think and wonder what is going on in that boys head anymore.
I can't sit here and think what the hell did i do so wrong to my boss to have her treat me this way.
I can sit here and think why does my mom want to make me feel like shit 60% of the time.
The comments she makes sometimes make me want to sucker punch her.
I can deal with my mom and my boss...
But there is only 50% of me that i feel is happy and still together right now. And that just because of Jordan Kristen and Allissa. They will sit and listen and not judge a single thing i say or do. the other half of me is like a void because i feel like the one person i thought that loved me unconditionaly and knew all that i was going through and respected me more than anyone else has turned around and said something that i can't believe. well i can believe it was said, but not with as much conviction as it was said with. i want to scream cry and laugh all at the same time. how can things that are going so perfectly turn around in one minute and become so bitter and hateful...
i love you
I just want to hear you say you're sorry and you love me too.
but nope wont do that...
well not yet anyways....
I can't sit here and think and wonder what is going on in that boys head anymore.
I can't sit here and think what the hell did i do so wrong to my boss to have her treat me this way.
I can sit here and think why does my mom want to make me feel like shit 60% of the time.
The comments she makes sometimes make me want to sucker punch her.
I can deal with my mom and my boss...
But there is only 50% of me that i feel is happy and still together right now. And that just because of Jordan Kristen and Allissa. They will sit and listen and not judge a single thing i say or do. the other half of me is like a void because i feel like the one person i thought that loved me unconditionaly and knew all that i was going through and respected me more than anyone else has turned around and said something that i can't believe. well i can believe it was said, but not with as much conviction as it was said with. i want to scream cry and laugh all at the same time. how can things that are going so perfectly turn around in one minute and become so bitter and hateful...
i love you
I just want to hear you say you're sorry and you love me too.
but nope wont do that...
well not yet anyways....