(no subject)
i was on the verge of crying again most of the day today...
i was glad that i managed to keep it in tho
i hate these days when the meds fuk around with my head and confuse me... ive been so out of it all day, not hearing things people are saying .. in my own little world..
my own little glass world...
im so scared that you will leave...
like everyone else did..
i know u have told me you wont
but i find it sooo soo hard to trust after everything..
i couldnt handle it if another one left..
i dont know what i would do without you
i was glad that i managed to keep it in tho
i hate these days when the meds fuk around with my head and confuse me... ive been so out of it all day, not hearing things people are saying .. in my own little world..
my own little glass world...
im so scared that you will leave...
like everyone else did..
i know u have told me you wont
but i find it sooo soo hard to trust after everything..
i couldnt handle it if another one left..
i dont know what i would do without you