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i was on the verge of tears all day long today.. so many times i had to walk out of class as i knew the tears were comming..
i have fallen back into the hole.. i know i have.. the only question that remains is how far will i fall?
today i was reminded of something i had completley forgotten about...
any dream will do.... and the other song from phantom of the opera... these two songs my sister used to sing to me when it would happen... the only way she could stop my crying and screaming was for her to sing these two songs to me.. i cant beelive i forgot all about this.. all those times we would sit out on the balcony for hours with her rocking me and singing untill the tears stopped... or her lieing in my bed singing untill my little eyes finally closed.. somehow when she sung these words everythign seemed so simple and all the pain would stop
... i wish she could come and sing it alll away now....
i cant stay here like this much longer
i have fallen back into the hole.. i know i have.. the only question that remains is how far will i fall?
today i was reminded of something i had completley forgotten about...
any dream will do.... and the other song from phantom of the opera... these two songs my sister used to sing to me when it would happen... the only way she could stop my crying and screaming was for her to sing these two songs to me.. i cant beelive i forgot all about this.. all those times we would sit out on the balcony for hours with her rocking me and singing untill the tears stopped... or her lieing in my bed singing untill my little eyes finally closed.. somehow when she sung these words everythign seemed so simple and all the pain would stop
... i wish she could come and sing it alll away now....
i cant stay here like this much longer