Mar 09, 2005 00:45
Everything seems to be changing. People from my past are coming back into my life, and people from my present seem to be fading away, and the new people just keep on coming. I am lucky to see the person I seen everyday before once a week. The people I want to be in my life for long periods of time seem to be slipping away from me. Some old friends are comforting,but the other ones I dont know how I feel about them. They have put me through so much shit the past year I dont know if I want them back in my life for the possibility that they may do it again. New people are great, even tho some are psycho. It is just weird that a few months ago I was content with everything going on in my life, and now I feel like I have no control. I just feel like packing up and running away for a while until I can figure myself out so then when I came back I could figure everything else out.
Megan-I need you.