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Why is it when someone breaks your heart that you go through this feeling of "its ok it was the right thing to do" and then literally not even a minute later your crying because "you want to fix things?" It makes it harder on me to be ok one minute and in tears the next. I am ok with not talking to them and then the next minutes i have the phone in my hand and wanting to call to tell them how much i still love them. But i don't cause it passes and i realize that its "the right thing to do." Why can't i just know that its better this way or know that i only want to be with him..Why do i have to constantly try and fool myself into believeing that i am ok when i am clearly not. WHY CAN'T I JUST BE SAD ABOUT IT OR JUST BE OK WITH IT? wow Amanda i think your right girls are messed up and no matter what i do i can't change that all girls are, its just in our nature to be like thisi guess.
I feel like I am on a rollercoaster and i am not allowed to get off. No matter how much i try i can't get off until the rides completely done.
And i think this time its gonna be a long ride
I feel like I am on a rollercoaster and i am not allowed to get off. No matter how much i try i can't get off until the rides completely done.
And i think this time its gonna be a long ride