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I have a lot to write about.
I'm embarrassed again (and even starting to think I might have a drinking problem).
Last night I went to the Thornley show and had 6 pints and a shot. Alone I was quite composed but then I got my hands on a joint and the rest is a bit of a blur. I do know I tried to kiss Heather as she left the car, and she pulled away.
I should make note that we were at the show with my best friend, and two friends from back when he and I worked together. The two friends have been dating for probably close to ten years now... but back we worked there... it'd been about five years. Long story short, the woman and myself had some very intimate relations *see all but penetration*
So during the show she says to me "I've really missed you Charles!" I replied with "WHAT!?!?!?!"
She again said she missed me and I said what.... and I finally got it. She then said something like "Way to ruin a moment!"
She clearly had no idea I was just getting started. A minute or two later I blurt out "So what exactly is it that you miss most about me!?"
I will never forget the look that was thrown back at me after I said that. I'm thinking she was just saying it in a "Hey, you've always been fun to hang around with" way... and by comment it was pretty clear that's not what I thought.
I spent all night throwing up... I'm pretty sure I got about 3 hours sleep with at least 5 throw up sessions in there. Most at the toilet, but after I was heaving into the garbage can beside my bed and pretty much just brought up bile.
So then I had to go to work... the first few hours of which was admin stuff. This did not work well for me since I had no knowledge I was going to be desk working and creating folders and shit, I did not have enough focus to do something I only half know how to do. However I pulled it off.
Turns out someone canceled and I needed to do a 45 minute class on the computer system for some new interviewers. I was hardcore drained, but ended up working 10 1/2 hours anyways.
Oh and after a friend of mine cajoled me a little, I'm going in tomorrow as well. Bloody hell!
I'm embarrassed again (and even starting to think I might have a drinking problem).
Last night I went to the Thornley show and had 6 pints and a shot. Alone I was quite composed but then I got my hands on a joint and the rest is a bit of a blur. I do know I tried to kiss Heather as she left the car, and she pulled away.
I should make note that we were at the show with my best friend, and two friends from back when he and I worked together. The two friends have been dating for probably close to ten years now... but back we worked there... it'd been about five years. Long story short, the woman and myself had some very intimate relations *see all but penetration*
So during the show she says to me "I've really missed you Charles!" I replied with "WHAT!?!?!?!"
She again said she missed me and I said what.... and I finally got it. She then said something like "Way to ruin a moment!"
She clearly had no idea I was just getting started. A minute or two later I blurt out "So what exactly is it that you miss most about me!?"
I will never forget the look that was thrown back at me after I said that. I'm thinking she was just saying it in a "Hey, you've always been fun to hang around with" way... and by comment it was pretty clear that's not what I thought.
I spent all night throwing up... I'm pretty sure I got about 3 hours sleep with at least 5 throw up sessions in there. Most at the toilet, but after I was heaving into the garbage can beside my bed and pretty much just brought up bile.
So then I had to go to work... the first few hours of which was admin stuff. This did not work well for me since I had no knowledge I was going to be desk working and creating folders and shit, I did not have enough focus to do something I only half know how to do. However I pulled it off.
Turns out someone canceled and I needed to do a 45 minute class on the computer system for some new interviewers. I was hardcore drained, but ended up working 10 1/2 hours anyways.
Oh and after a friend of mine cajoled me a little, I'm going in tomorrow as well. Bloody hell!