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I've been in my room almost all day. Reading pretty much. Trying not to think about too much since it just upsets me and makes my head hurt. I'm not.....MAD at Brother anymore...not really. I mean, he does this kinda stuff all the time, so I know he isn't TRYING to be mean or anything...
And I guess he does have a good enough reason to worry...I haven't really been honest with him lately and stuff...
I don't think I should do that stuff with Mr. Sengoku anymore. Espcially not if he's actually dating somebody...I think. I read it in a few places. Anyway...if Brother finds out he'll probably end up hurting Mr. Sengoku really bad, anyway, and I don't want that... besides, it's really just more weird than anything else. It didn't feel so...um, odd when I was a girl, but I'm not anymore so it's just kinda strange.
I don't wanna completely stop talking to Mr. Sengoku or anything, though. I mean, he's nice. But...I don't Brother mad and worried all the time. Most people would probably just tell me to "make my own decisions" and stuff but..they don't understand. Mom and Brother are all I've got...and Brother doesn't say stuff like that to be mean or anything. I know he doesn't.
....Nnn....I dunno. Maybe I should just ignore it for the next couple of days...I saw Mr. Sengoku and Brother arguing the other day...I don't wanna pick sides, though. But...I also don't like everybody ganging up on Brother. I don't think he's being a bad guy or anything, he's just being a little annoying.
Meh. I'm gonna read some more from that Edgar Alan Poe book, I think. It'll probably keep me up all night but that's okay.
Or....
Ne..! :D Miss Yomiko, do you have any other suggestions for really boring books??
Oh wow..! My birthday's Thursday! I forgot all about that, haha~
[[OOC: Strikeout = legible. And yes, it was changed from the 2nd to the 20th...XD Because I forgot~]]