Drippings
I'm tired, but when Stone leaves in the mornings I can't sleep anymore. I keep having nightmares. He rubs my back and kisses my forehead and eventually I fall back to sleep. He tastes like Trident gum and Coca-Cola all the time. I love it. This hurricane that might be coming towards us is kind of frightening, but I think that everything will be ok. Dad's got all of these HORRIBLE hurricane shutters he's going to put up. It will be a good show he painted Finding Nemo scenes on all of them. Come by for a good laugh...::sigh::
Things are as good as they can be around the house lately. I still can't be in the living room for more than a few moments.I walk over to her dresser and touch her things almost three times a day without even thinking about it. While she was sick I prided myself on being prepared for what I knew was coming. I realize now that I was never prepared for not ever being able to hug her again. People keep saying that she is with me all the time. I just haven't been able to buy that one yet. In time I guess.
Barb, Michael, Me, and Stone are all gonna go and see a movie tonight. I am just a little bit more than excited!
<3
Things are as good as they can be around the house lately. I still can't be in the living room for more than a few moments.I walk over to her dresser and touch her things almost three times a day without even thinking about it. While she was sick I prided myself on being prepared for what I knew was coming. I realize now that I was never prepared for not ever being able to hug her again. People keep saying that she is with me all the time. I just haven't been able to buy that one yet. In time I guess.
Barb, Michael, Me, and Stone are all gonna go and see a movie tonight. I am just a little bit more than excited!
<3