another day...
The Coward's Meme.
1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Disable comments.
4) Never discuss it again.
1. Even after all this time, I still have deep seeded emotion for you and I dont think I will ever escape it, even though you still treat me the way you do. I wish you showed you cared rather than say it.
2. When I am with you, the world melts away and I feel safe.
3. You were one of the biggest mistakes I ever made.
4. I will never forgive you for the pain you caused me and I cant ever look at you the same because of it.
5. I really cant stand you, but pretend to for the sake of others. And I really hate it when you touch me.
6. Your love for life is an inspiration. You truly are a breath of fresh air.
7. I am glad you have changed.
8. I dont know what you see in her and I hate the way she treats you. It makes me want to kick her ass.
9. I wish I hadn't have lost you the way I did. I miss you more than you know.
10. I wish I was as calm and collected as you. I envy your strength.
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an update on my grandmother: they removed her feeding tube today. She could barely open her eyes as I stood there holding her hand. I could not help but cry. As I put the TV on her favorite spanish channel, the pain entered inside me yet it still has not hit me full blown. The storm is brewing and I am afraid of when it hits. Lord help me.
this song captures my sentiment:
from Staind "Epiphany"
So I speak to you in riddles
cuz my words get in my way
i smoke the whole thing to my hand
and feel it wash away
cuz i cant take anymore of this
i want to come apart
and dig myself a little hole
inside your precious heart...
cuz its always raining in my head
and i forget all the things i should have said
1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
3) Disable comments.
4) Never discuss it again.
1. Even after all this time, I still have deep seeded emotion for you and I dont think I will ever escape it, even though you still treat me the way you do. I wish you showed you cared rather than say it.
2. When I am with you, the world melts away and I feel safe.
3. You were one of the biggest mistakes I ever made.
4. I will never forgive you for the pain you caused me and I cant ever look at you the same because of it.
5. I really cant stand you, but pretend to for the sake of others. And I really hate it when you touch me.
6. Your love for life is an inspiration. You truly are a breath of fresh air.
7. I am glad you have changed.
8. I dont know what you see in her and I hate the way she treats you. It makes me want to kick her ass.
9. I wish I hadn't have lost you the way I did. I miss you more than you know.
10. I wish I was as calm and collected as you. I envy your strength.
..........
an update on my grandmother: they removed her feeding tube today. She could barely open her eyes as I stood there holding her hand. I could not help but cry. As I put the TV on her favorite spanish channel, the pain entered inside me yet it still has not hit me full blown. The storm is brewing and I am afraid of when it hits. Lord help me.
this song captures my sentiment:
from Staind "Epiphany"
So I speak to you in riddles
cuz my words get in my way
i smoke the whole thing to my hand
and feel it wash away
cuz i cant take anymore of this
i want to come apart
and dig myself a little hole
inside your precious heart...
cuz its always raining in my head
and i forget all the things i should have said