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[leadmythoughts]

it's hard to breath,
blood on my wrists,
homesick
for a home i don't have
six months but it's so uncertain
unlikely
undone
i'm undone
i am a burden to bear
this ring that i wear
the future i'm staring down
it looks so good but so hard
she's so mad
bordering on nothing to me anymore
i can't put this family back together
it is nothing anymore
i want my own life,
i see what i want but don't see a way
kick myself for giving that job up
i want more than i have right now
i want to be more than i am