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i don't really need to update this much anymore, really. but i like to keep a record of the ongoings in life.
labor day weekend. the unofficial last weekend of summer.
Friday James, Ryan, and Stoner Tom came over for some wii and pizza. we planned on later meeting with Kyle and Callan and doing some BK dancing. Ryan left for a violin lesson and Mel called, SUPRISE SHE'S HOME. We literally jumped in the car with two pizzas and garlic knots and like four bags of chocolate and headed to Mel's. Hung out with her, Shaul, and Mrs. Doskotz. Told Mama D about the Triange of Wang and all sorts of things.
Went back to my house, played a little wii, met Tom's mom, kicked out Fluffy and Douche, and headed to Zach's. Hung out in his room, had a little talk. I didn't manage to open up then but he told me everything I needed to hear without knowing exactly what was wrong.
Giselle rolled on my neck to wake me up and we headed off with Zach's dad to the U.S. Open. I spent the day in the sun, watching Rafa Nadal kick ass, drinking way overpriced water and making jokes about Mr. Glassman's cousin Noel's bachelorhood. I really enjoy watching tennis. Zach said his dad is exceeding in turning me into a socialite. He might be correct. Oh, also, his dad got into a fight with a really old guy. We got home way overheated and tired and went to nap. I ended up with a pretty terrible migraine. Zach took me home and was gonna head to Fluffy's, but ended up staying to "make sure i was okay". He gave me caffine and held me and for the first time ever I managed to let my guard down a little. I hate looking weak and I hate being jealous, and I really hate feeling insecure. It's rare, and when it happens, it makes me feel terrible about myself. But I finally realized it made me weaker, at least made our relationship weaker, if I hid it from him. We talked about Danielle, talked about my depression. talked about the fact that we did have a pregnancy scare. I fell in love with him a little more that night. I realized I fall in love with him a little more every day.
Sunday Zach and Foley's showed up early, we met Douche at the courts for the final set of tennis. Zach did kick Ryan's ass. We went to Tigerlily's then to Zach's so he could shower, then to KFC to get my brother dinner, then met Mel at my house. They put me in a dress and we headed to Ronkonoma...missed the 4:11 train but figured if we caught the 5:11 we'd make the 6:30 dinner. Zach of course looked at the weekday schedule so we had to wait until 5:43 and were late to dinner, we missed the 4:43 by a matter of minutes. Took pictures on the train and then split from Mel and met Zach's mom's family for dinner. I love his family SO much. Then we left, grabbed Mel, and met Shaul at Allie's dorm. Hung out for a little while then drove home. Back of his dad's car...him and Giselle were both sleeping on me and his parents were holding hands. Electric Light Orchestra was playing, and I was so damn happy.
Got home, chilled with my brother, then went to sleep together. Woke up, watched the Spongebob movie, Ginger came over, went to Zach's, nested, went to applebee's, went to his dad's friend's barbeque (lamb and salmon...) and had fun. Met back up with Douche and Ging.
The end.
labor day weekend. the unofficial last weekend of summer.
Friday James, Ryan, and Stoner Tom came over for some wii and pizza. we planned on later meeting with Kyle and Callan and doing some BK dancing. Ryan left for a violin lesson and Mel called, SUPRISE SHE'S HOME. We literally jumped in the car with two pizzas and garlic knots and like four bags of chocolate and headed to Mel's. Hung out with her, Shaul, and Mrs. Doskotz. Told Mama D about the Triange of Wang and all sorts of things.
Went back to my house, played a little wii, met Tom's mom, kicked out Fluffy and Douche, and headed to Zach's. Hung out in his room, had a little talk. I didn't manage to open up then but he told me everything I needed to hear without knowing exactly what was wrong.
Giselle rolled on my neck to wake me up and we headed off with Zach's dad to the U.S. Open. I spent the day in the sun, watching Rafa Nadal kick ass, drinking way overpriced water and making jokes about Mr. Glassman's cousin Noel's bachelorhood. I really enjoy watching tennis. Zach said his dad is exceeding in turning me into a socialite. He might be correct. Oh, also, his dad got into a fight with a really old guy. We got home way overheated and tired and went to nap. I ended up with a pretty terrible migraine. Zach took me home and was gonna head to Fluffy's, but ended up staying to "make sure i was okay". He gave me caffine and held me and for the first time ever I managed to let my guard down a little. I hate looking weak and I hate being jealous, and I really hate feeling insecure. It's rare, and when it happens, it makes me feel terrible about myself. But I finally realized it made me weaker, at least made our relationship weaker, if I hid it from him. We talked about Danielle, talked about my depression. talked about the fact that we did have a pregnancy scare. I fell in love with him a little more that night. I realized I fall in love with him a little more every day.
Sunday Zach and Foley's showed up early, we met Douche at the courts for the final set of tennis. Zach did kick Ryan's ass. We went to Tigerlily's then to Zach's so he could shower, then to KFC to get my brother dinner, then met Mel at my house. They put me in a dress and we headed to Ronkonoma...missed the 4:11 train but figured if we caught the 5:11 we'd make the 6:30 dinner. Zach of course looked at the weekday schedule so we had to wait until 5:43 and were late to dinner, we missed the 4:43 by a matter of minutes. Took pictures on the train and then split from Mel and met Zach's mom's family for dinner. I love his family SO much. Then we left, grabbed Mel, and met Shaul at Allie's dorm. Hung out for a little while then drove home. Back of his dad's car...him and Giselle were both sleeping on me and his parents were holding hands. Electric Light Orchestra was playing, and I was so damn happy.
Got home, chilled with my brother, then went to sleep together. Woke up, watched the Spongebob movie, Ginger came over, went to Zach's, nested, went to applebee's, went to his dad's friend's barbeque (lamb and salmon...) and had fun. Met back up with Douche and Ging.
The end.