The End Is More Lonely Than The Begining...
So This Is It?
This is the final blow?
Is this what you wanted?
Is this why you put me here?
I did my best, everything I could.
And you laughed at my attempt, and punished me.
You took everything i loved away from me.
Everything i ever cherrished and why?
Do you just want this to be done,
Do you want me to give in, to what my heart tells me to do?
Just give up on this life you've given me?
I need answers and soon...
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I hate myself.
For more than one reason,
For all of them.
Because of who i am.
I tried so hard, to make everyone's life easier
I sacrificed everything i ever wanted for everyone else's "needs"
For four years, i gave up so much of my time, so much work
For no credit, no thank you, no offers, no respect.
You can write songs about me, and have no regard for my life.
Thank you, for rubbing it in my face,
I love hearing the crowds, i love seeing your smiles.
Thanks Jon, thank you for opening my eyes
Thank you for taking my life away from me
Sleep easy...
I tried so hard to be your friend, your best friend
I listened, i was there and i could never say that you werent for me
But you talked about me behind my back, made me into the monster
Are only there for me, when I have tears down my cheeks
How could you be so disconnected?
And everyone else,
You call me a friend, what do i call you
You think i like being blowen off, when i drop it all for you
You think i like sticking up for you, knowing you cant do the same
You all backstabed me, laughed at me, and left me in the dark
Is this what you wanted?
And you,
The one i love, believe in, and give my life for.
This is what i get, is this what love is?
Is this what i get for being who i am
Where is she, my best friend? Where is she, my love?
I thought you were different,
I believed you when you said you were listening
I believed you when you said you loved me, why?
How could you sting me along
How could you listen to them
And take their side...
Doesnt 'I love you' mean anything to you?
What did i do wrong,
Am i not good enough for you world?
Is this what i deserve
Havnt i tried hard enough
Done Enough
Loved enough
and here i am
alone
I hate this world
I hate how you could do this to me
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
This is the final blow?
Is this what you wanted?
Is this why you put me here?
I did my best, everything I could.
And you laughed at my attempt, and punished me.
You took everything i loved away from me.
Everything i ever cherrished and why?
Do you just want this to be done,
Do you want me to give in, to what my heart tells me to do?
Just give up on this life you've given me?
I need answers and soon...
--------------------------------------
I hate myself.
For more than one reason,
For all of them.
Because of who i am.
I tried so hard, to make everyone's life easier
I sacrificed everything i ever wanted for everyone else's "needs"
For four years, i gave up so much of my time, so much work
For no credit, no thank you, no offers, no respect.
You can write songs about me, and have no regard for my life.
Thank you, for rubbing it in my face,
I love hearing the crowds, i love seeing your smiles.
Thanks Jon, thank you for opening my eyes
Thank you for taking my life away from me
Sleep easy...
I tried so hard to be your friend, your best friend
I listened, i was there and i could never say that you werent for me
But you talked about me behind my back, made me into the monster
Are only there for me, when I have tears down my cheeks
How could you be so disconnected?
And everyone else,
You call me a friend, what do i call you
You think i like being blowen off, when i drop it all for you
You think i like sticking up for you, knowing you cant do the same
You all backstabed me, laughed at me, and left me in the dark
Is this what you wanted?
And you,
The one i love, believe in, and give my life for.
This is what i get, is this what love is?
Is this what i get for being who i am
Where is she, my best friend? Where is she, my love?
I thought you were different,
I believed you when you said you were listening
I believed you when you said you loved me, why?
How could you sting me along
How could you listen to them
And take their side...
Doesnt 'I love you' mean anything to you?
What did i do wrong,
Am i not good enough for you world?
Is this what i deserve
Havnt i tried hard enough
Done Enough
Loved enough
and here i am
alone
I hate this world
I hate how you could do this to me
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it