Aug 11, 2002 12:11
I am pissed off and depressed. Not a good combo. lol I got depressed today, Idky Maybe cuz all my friends are like finding people. And i am single, single like always. The people I like either dont like me or they arent single. Freaking sucks major ass.
Nicole came to church today, and looking hot as ever. lol :-[ I wanna ask her out. But I dont know if she has a boyfriend... And I dont wanna like look weird. yanno? idk... ah.. sucks
I wanted to have a friend over today that I really havnt seen much lately. We used to hang out all the time. So my mom was like "ok give her a call tomorrow" SOOOO now tomorrow is here and shes in this damn bitchy mood and is like "well lets see what we r doing this week sometime"... GURRR FUCK IT FUCK IT FUCK IT... so now im bored and tring to find something to do lol this makes me so mad. I just wanna crawl in a hole and die.
Im tired of going to the mall with my grandparents its so damn boring lol. You go there for like 45 mins and then u get bitched at for the money u spend. I mean i love them its just they are annoying me bout that sometimes.
alrite im out. Peace. -Jeff