but it sounds like a good thing to say...

Jun 20, 2005 22:37

I will never make an excuse for anyone, ever again.  It is degrading enough to make one for myself.  But only I know my intentions.  No, I will never truly know anyone elses. 
I am broken of my ignorance, and by my own strength, I will not be stupid.  It does always stand that I will be understanding and considerate.  But I am trying first and foremost, now, to be understanding of myself, considerate of myself. 
The last time you walked beside me I do not know, but I do know the last time I asked, I was denied. 
I do not prefer such a bitter taste so I will simply spit it out.  I will accept that my happiness does not depend on anyone else, and be thankful for it.  I am also thankful for those who care to see me happy, who are also happy when I am.
For so long I wanted to believe, and I put every word I had into cheap justifications.  Amazing how authenticity needs no one to speak for it.
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