and then you said you wanted to go swimming.

[leadenlove]

I haven't been to that part of the lake since last year. I used to go and sit alone and read, and wish someone was with me. It's nice today but I really don't want to go alone. I don't even think the peacefulness would soothe my fucking brain. Or is it my heart? Oh well.
Last night was fun. Ohhh and my favorite music, what was that band called again ana? the dudes playing some funk n blues? that shit was crazy. Got my first bloody nose this morning, hah. One day we will use our tinkerbell umbrellas.