(no subject)
*i have no idea
of what i should feel
much less the knowledge of
what i truly am
i wish you could understand
that i'm more than that
i'm more than
what you see in me
i don't want to remember
us in this way
i want something more
but its a something
that i could never get
in that way,
id lost
what i had never had
what i would never have
tell me, please
that i'm not just
a fleeting shadow in your life
that would fade
the moment light shines in
if you'd just let me
then i'll stay by your side
that's all i can ask for
from a train of "never-would-be's"
thrust in my face
jammed through my heart
and that's all i could offer
for you to have...