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I haven't updated in quite some time... almost 3 months... last semester ended really well, had a great winter break, now back at school... sort of slipping into not doing work again. It will only screw me in the end. I just don't have the energy anymore. I just want to be home. I like home, there's familiarity, comfort, happiness, satisfaction, contentness, safety. On the other end, I want to be more and do more. It makes me feel sometimes that I have this overwhelming cloud invading my chest, not escaping, smothering me. It's invasive and destructive. I need air... fresh air... or maybe just warmth