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Well... I played some squash today with a few buddies of mine. Alastair and I bought LOST Season 1 and we love it. All in all I did nothing this weekend, which was a great change from the previous week. I dunno about this semester... the grades aren't happening. I want to be in ny this summer and that means I have to start applying to places. Everything will be in manhattan though which means I'll be getting up extremely early, which has its ups and downs. I don't know what I want anymore. My entire life I've felt there is something more, or that there should be something more. Being an accountant and/or lawyer doesn't feel like something more to me. I guess most people feel this way at some point or another... I just know I could do great things if I really wanted to.. I just don't know what those things are. The problem with me is that I'm incredibely lazy, except for when it comes to things I'm passionate about, like singing. It's funny how few people know something I'm soo passionate about. That and I also really enjoy squash, but enjoying something is different than being passionate about it. Sometimes I wish I would have taken voice lessons, really tried to do something with my voice, maybe really pursue something. I dunno... sometimes i feel incomplete, sometimes i'm great, i feel that i'm just letting life pass me by ... and if i am, then how do i change that?