Apr 04, 2006 01:25
A lot has happened lately....
1. ERICA i love you more than you know. I can't do anything for the pain, but i am here!! forever
2. I love him! so much... but everyone is getting to me. especially my sisters. I respect them so much. and i want to do what they tell me cause its for my own good.
3. Mallory: i know that we are like super great friends... but i am here if you need someone to talk to. you have my number and my cell is on. love you!!
4. Keith and Amber: you are two of the most amazing people ever!! i am listening to everything you say... even though it doesn't seem that way by my actions. Thanks for listening to me. and Amber i promise we will have a girls night!!
5. projects, papers, and tests!! that only means one thing... 4 weeks of school!!!! heck yes!!
6. I miss the work crew. i love you guys!! they come home soon and everything will be right in the world.... *dreams*
7. Work Fri and Sat. Spring Break at the mountain! come see me... 12-cl both days...
8. liz time sunday?? you think love?? whadda ya say??
I LOVE HIM!!!!!!!!!! on the outside i am smiling .... but inside i am screaming .... i wish i could find the courage to not hurt anymore... and not hurt him. and hopefully this is the last of that i will say. no more laying it on other people. its not your problem... its mine.
OHHHH>>> i had some much needed talk time with my girls! i love you both!! can't wait for summer!
Bedtime! class early....
I LOVE YOU!! everyone of you!! and you know that i am serious when i say call me if you have the need.
kbye