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DRAMA!! that is all i am going to say.... except for i am sorry for being an immature brat. i can't believe that i actually have friends that would put up with the shit that i put them through... and i am truly grateful for them!! all of them. and i am not listing names because they know who they are and they know how much i love them!! and just so you guys know... i am going to do my best to grow up! it is going to take time and i will need your help... but i swear that i am going to try! love you guys. *oh and if you ever need to talk or a place to crash... you know where i am!*
so the next thing on my list: how can a person walk into a room thinking one thing and walk out wanting to change their life? So the leadership training movie was actually good. the speaker, Joe Martin, gave me a new perspective on life! so i think that i am going to try to be different. grow up a little and try to mature! hopefully i can do what i want! His main message was "How can i serve you?" so... if you need me call! anytime for anything. even to just yell!!
I love Randy's patience. He makes me want to be a better person!! I think if i had one wish for every girl, it would be to have a boy like Randy. and that sounds stupid.... maybe... but it is so true. i have never been as happy as when i am in his arms looking into his eyes listening to him sing to me just because i asked him to. i love the way he makes me feel like everything will be ok. i love the way he would sit outside and freeze just because i was a brat. I love how i want to be with him for the rest of my life... i have never felt like this before. I love how he tells me the artists of songs every time they come on even though the next time he will just have to tell me again. i love his passion. i love him. i love the look in his eyes. i love that he loves me and everyone around him. I love that he is willing to face his fears just to be with me. i love that he has stuck by me through everything! and if that isn't love i don't know what is. i wish my parents could see all of this and know that he does love me! I wish that i had his passion for everything! family and friends.
Work this will be fun fun!! i am excited! Plans galore! shopping with Richard, Batman with James, work, dinner with Michael, time with mom, dad, and Kylene, THANKSGIVING!! which means seeing everyone (ie Keely, Geoff, Chantelle, uncles, aunts, nephews, maybe even a cousin)
I realize that i miss my cousins. well Chris and Chad. i haven't seen them in like 6 months to a year and i am getting worried. i kinda wish i knew how to get in touch with them. so that i could say hey at least.
I want to do something BIG!! not to be recognized or rewarded.... i want to be able to do something and the smile on someone else's face to be all the payment i need.
Christmas is approaching so fast!! i have to get some work done so that i can get presents for everyone. I still have Kylene's birthday present to get and give! haha! i am the worst with presents! haha... i am glad that she is so understanding! i love her.
i think that this entry is long enough... to think of so much in such a little time...
To all of my friends!(true friends that stick by me...) thanks for everything. I love you all!! and you are all amazing! no matter what!
so the next thing on my list: how can a person walk into a room thinking one thing and walk out wanting to change their life? So the leadership training movie was actually good. the speaker, Joe Martin, gave me a new perspective on life! so i think that i am going to try to be different. grow up a little and try to mature! hopefully i can do what i want! His main message was "How can i serve you?" so... if you need me call! anytime for anything. even to just yell!!
I love Randy's patience. He makes me want to be a better person!! I think if i had one wish for every girl, it would be to have a boy like Randy. and that sounds stupid.... maybe... but it is so true. i have never been as happy as when i am in his arms looking into his eyes listening to him sing to me just because i asked him to. i love the way he makes me feel like everything will be ok. i love the way he would sit outside and freeze just because i was a brat. I love how i want to be with him for the rest of my life... i have never felt like this before. I love how he tells me the artists of songs every time they come on even though the next time he will just have to tell me again. i love his passion. i love him. i love the look in his eyes. i love that he loves me and everyone around him. I love that he is willing to face his fears just to be with me. i love that he has stuck by me through everything! and if that isn't love i don't know what is. i wish my parents could see all of this and know that he does love me! I wish that i had his passion for everything! family and friends.
Work this will be fun fun!! i am excited! Plans galore! shopping with Richard, Batman with James, work, dinner with Michael, time with mom, dad, and Kylene, THANKSGIVING!! which means seeing everyone (ie Keely, Geoff, Chantelle, uncles, aunts, nephews, maybe even a cousin)
I realize that i miss my cousins. well Chris and Chad. i haven't seen them in like 6 months to a year and i am getting worried. i kinda wish i knew how to get in touch with them. so that i could say hey at least.
I want to do something BIG!! not to be recognized or rewarded.... i want to be able to do something and the smile on someone else's face to be all the payment i need.
Christmas is approaching so fast!! i have to get some work done so that i can get presents for everyone. I still have Kylene's birthday present to get and give! haha! i am the worst with presents! haha... i am glad that she is so understanding! i love her.
i think that this entry is long enough... to think of so much in such a little time...
To all of my friends!(true friends that stick by me...) thanks for everything. I love you all!! and you are all amazing! no matter what!