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Sep 13, 2005 21:25

i would give my life for things to go back to the way they were when they didn't suck so bad.
i think i have freaking mental problems.
everything worries me, everything pisses me off, everything drives me absolutely insane.
my family drives me to the point of, just like totally breaking down.
i try to ignore them....it doesn't work.
i'm seriously freaking out and nothing helps.

...NOTHING.

i hate work
i miss my best friends in the whole world and it's just recently getting to me that they're not around
i hate boyfriends
i hate clothes!!! ...anybody wanna start a nudist colony?
i've been finding myself wanting to get drunk....alot!
i wish i had my driving privileges back

my brother told me, and i quote..."you just need to get heavily addicted to drugs and it'll all work out...i mean look at me?!!"

haha, i know...he's a retard, but it made me laugh, because it's probably true.

i think my mom does drugs behind our backs.
...nobody is that crazy just perfectly sober.

...or maybe...she NEEDS to be doing drugs. lol

holy crap i complain alot.

i'm sorry.
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