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finally coming back to a semblance of being alright. m hm. and it isn't for having Megs back. we spend less time together. and funnily enough, it doesn't matter so very much anymore. she's not perfect. I'm not perfect. No one is perfect. I am confused still often enough. But playing catch is good. Hugging is good. Working out is fucking fabulous. there are a lot of beautiful wonderful friendly people out there. and when I run into them, I am happy. birthday thing for Cami Friday night. Plenty and Jakes. If I make it, I already know it will be fun. Cami's such a fabulous gal. God I love truly fucking good good people. So honest and full of love and joy. Wish I could be more like Cami. And the girls got style. I like to think it comes with confidence with herself. Saturday night is cheese and wine at Morgans for his birthday. Another cool guy, our opinions differ soooo very much sometimes but it keeps things interesting and doesn't detract from his being very sweet and good hearted. And once again, honesty. Pure and out there honesty. After cheese and wine might be a night out with Megs, taking her somewhere as my "friend" as Brea put it, and then maybe a drink with Jaden at Jakes. Sunday morning breakfast with other awesome people! Weekend of good people. Doesn't sound too shabby. mm hmm.