If I die tomorrow, it's too bad for me.
I've never really given it much thought... and I never really considered the implications of what losing someone I love might have on me. I've been taking everyone around me for granted that way, I suppose.
At this stage, I honestly don't think I'd be able to handle it. Being as clingy as I am, it doesn't make it easier. After assuming that they'd be there when you got married or grew old together as friends, sharing stories of your grandchildren with each other you'd never think about someone being not there. I don't know what I'm going to do... it's not so much the fact that he is sick and might die, but more to the likes of the fact that I am completely unready for something like this. I know I have to face this at some point, I know that everyone won't be with me forever, but I feel my insides literally cringe when I think about it. I'm pretty sure I'd go into a depression bout.
I am more naive and sheltered than I thought.
At this stage, I honestly don't think I'd be able to handle it. Being as clingy as I am, it doesn't make it easier. After assuming that they'd be there when you got married or grew old together as friends, sharing stories of your grandchildren with each other you'd never think about someone being not there. I don't know what I'm going to do... it's not so much the fact that he is sick and might die, but more to the likes of the fact that I am completely unready for something like this. I know I have to face this at some point, I know that everyone won't be with me forever, but I feel my insides literally cringe when I think about it. I'm pretty sure I'd go into a depression bout.
I am more naive and sheltered than I thought.