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i hate this part of my life and i feel like i'm regressing... i hate my job, i hate the place i'm in and i'm torn whether i should move away or move back home. my mom's doing really bad and the doctors won't let her go back to work. all i want to do is help but theres nothing i can do....i feel so helpless. i called five people while i was having a panic attack and only my dad answered....to offer no fucking solace at all. i feel like i've seen it all and only the bad is stuck to my bones.