And now I just feel sorry for you.
Tonight I came across a blog post from a few years ago by someone who used to be a huge part of my life. So huge in fact that when they "went away" as it were, I felt like I had a gaping hole in my heart. And it took quite a lot of time for it to heal properly.
I just find the blog both sad and amusing. They were under the impression that I was conspiring against them. They actually used the very paranoid word "conspiracy". I find it funny that not once during the whole downfall of our relationship did they once blame themselves. Blame their own depression, laziness, or just utter lack of care for others.
But it is quite sad that they really had to sink to the levels they did. Personally ruining parts of my life. I bore the blame for... to tell you the truth, I don't know what they hated me for exactly, but they sure did let everyone know.
I guess I'm being sort of nostalgic in the worst way.
I just find the blog both sad and amusing. They were under the impression that I was conspiring against them. They actually used the very paranoid word "conspiracy". I find it funny that not once during the whole downfall of our relationship did they once blame themselves. Blame their own depression, laziness, or just utter lack of care for others.
But it is quite sad that they really had to sink to the levels they did. Personally ruining parts of my life. I bore the blame for... to tell you the truth, I don't know what they hated me for exactly, but they sure did let everyone know.
I guess I'm being sort of nostalgic in the worst way.