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Feb 06, 2011 03:05

DROWNING IN WORK LIKE A PUPPY TRAPPED IN ICE WATERS.

trying not to think and just do.

school, state of mind: frustrated!ella

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le_purestatic February 10 2011, 13:57:48 UTC
I LOVE YOU, I want to talk to you proper. But I know one of us will get busy and then make up some excuses explaining our absence coughahemcough.

how is it that you can make me ecstatic to hear from you, and then upset when I don't?! This is clearly unhealthy on my side.

I received your letter. Am glowing with happy. :) But can't help to feel a little sad. Cuz.... cuz... I know we don't talk as much as both of us would like to and that letter! Although it's superdupermegaawesome sweet, it acts as some...consolation :\ (see I told you, my feelings for you are a little bit unhealthy XD)

Yes, I want more karofsky. He's way more 3-dimensional than Blaine. :\ I can't unsee Darren and Blaine as two separate people anymore. To me, Darren is acting himself. GAAAAAA. He just... fails to excite me much. AND I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THIS WAY BUTTTTTTTT KAROFSKY, why do you have to be so conflicted and Interesting? and who approved Blaine to put on pink glasses?!?! WWHY IT'S JUST NOT THAT COOL TO MIRROR YOUR REAL LIFE PERSONA.

I want more Karofsky. I think he's so beautiful when he smilesssssssssss and then so angsty-ly beautiful again when he's conflicted. Whereas Blaine has like only 2 emotions! He must be the Amy Pond of Glee or smth!

I SHALL REREAD YOUR LETTER WHILE I WAIT FOR YOUR REPLY. <3

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eatmybeat February 11 2011, 18:03:10 UTC
Oh you got it! Great =) I was starting to get a bit paranoid with "BUT WHAT ABOUT THE STAMPS?? DID I GET THAT RIGHT? AND THE ADDRESS! WITH MY RIDICULOUS HANDWRITING IT'LL NEVER MAKE IT" etc lol. And yeah I know what you mean :| Anyway, glad you didn't die of the sappiness and glitter explosion that was the letter :----D♥

can't unsee Darren and Blaine as two separate people anymore. To me, Darren is acting himself. GAAAAAA. He just... fails to excite me much.

I KNOW. When he put on the pink glasses, I was like wait WUT, isn't that like Darren's thing or something, why is Blaine wearing them what's going on (and let me offer you a useless piece of information: I have the exact same shades 8)) And Blaine just appears very.... very boring to me. I knew from the start that he wasn't going to serenade Kurt, but when it turned out he really wasn't, I was STILL disappointed even if I had been SURE he wasn't going to. Anyway, BEEN LEADING KURT ON OR WHAT, BLAINE ö__ö Kurt/Blaine is such puppy love and I'd still kind of love it to happen, but now I remember why I wasn't into it in the first place: it's a bit... boring. Blaine is. Where's his personality? Does he have one? WHERE IS IT? Karofsky on the other hand... such a jerk, but he'll change, I think. And it'll be interesting. And I don't necessarily even want him to end up with Kurt (not that I would object), I want him to end up with basically anyone and see him working on his ~issues and... well yeah. Guess I like him. Well not necessarily like, but... well, I guess you know, I think it's about the same with you :D

By the way, aahhhh did you know there will be X-Men prequel movie thing out next summer? With Erik and Charles? With YOUNG Eric and Charles as bffs? Now that I think of it, you probably did, but I just got to know about it as I stumbled upon the trailer and omggg I know there's a great chance of it not being that good (considering after the first one, none of the movies has really been very good, especially not the utter crap that was X-Men 3) but but but! THINK ABOUT IT *____* A movie about the whole process of how they got from bffs to best enemies? Why am I loving the idea so much (BECAUSE THEY WERE THE BEST THING ABOUT THE MOVIES THAT'S WHY). /okay thank you I needed to get this out of my system haha.

...no regrets, just inappropriately long comments~

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eatmybeat February 11 2011, 18:13:52 UTC
Oh and Blaine being the Amy Pond of Glee, :DDDDDDDDDDd. So accurate. They're both very pretty but lack quite important features as characters. Such as believable emotional ranges, for starters..

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le_purestatic February 11 2011, 18:50:35 UTC
!!!!!!! LOOK AT YOU FLAILING OVER CHARLES AND ERIK. I wasn't aware that you cared for the movies, or even knew the existence of Charles/Erik at all. WELL YOU KNOW, MY THOUGHTS MIRROR YOURS. AND YOU JUST MADE MY DAY.

Charles and Erik are also one of the obvious reasons why I'm into twisted relationships HAHAHH, no, no surprise there at all. asflashdlakwahslkfhl young!bffs meeting for the first time, with a string of history yet to blossom and wither with rage and passion. What's there not to feel excited about?!?!?!? /ican'tbelieveijustwrotethat*hotttt

Yeah, I would still like Klaine to happen, but only because it seems like ~a natural progression~ Not because I'm crazy about them or feel they are absolutely right for one another..

I'd also like Karofsky to deal with his issues more than get a romantic love. But at the same time, I BELIEVE HE CAN DO ALL OF THE ABOVE, with buckets of angst and anguish and closeted love that agonizes US time and time again, but fuuuuuuu; our hearts burn for these things. So we'll be more than fine. XD But really honestly, if this was UK drama, I'm pretty sure the writers would have dared to take the Kurtofsky route. It would make some groundbreaking storytelling if done right.

and yea, the pink glasses. (WHUTYOUHAVETHEM?!?!theyaretooawesomebutnowtheyremindmetoomuchofDarren*____*I'mnottryingtosoundlikeahaterz...justthatheshouldmoderatethattrademarkofhis)

yeah spaces taken out so I won't get kapowed by pinkglass!darren lovers who thought it was ~soo cool and awesome~ when he popped it out while playing Kurt.

Nooooo. NO. i know you're irresistably charming and adorable in so many ways but don't do it again?

heh. aw, don't worry about needing to rant to feel ~fulfilled~ After writing this comment to you at 2.50am, I feel I can finally go to sleep with a big wide grin on my face.

love you hun! ps. CAN WE DISAGREE ON SOMETHING ALREADY?!?!

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le_purestatic February 11 2011, 18:53:50 UTC
mistake.

he popped it out while playing BLAINE.

See? My brain has fused Blaine and Darren together that I failed to type the right character's name.

aslkfahwgk impossible.

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eatmybeat February 11 2011, 22:20:46 UTC
I DID know that you knew about the movies! I had a vague memory that at some point you have mentioned having seen them, thus I knew I could bring this up and fangirl a bit and you would have some sort of idea what I'm talking about even if not really being interested at all XD

BUT OH YOU WERE! AND EXACTLY! You just basically summed up what's so delicious about them. It's the hate and passion combined, that they kind of really hate each other, but at the same time really wouldn't want to be without each other either. And that we know that there's so much yet to come (it was a bit similar with Star Trek reboot actually, I just kept thinking that Kirk and Spock will have such amazing things happening to them in the future and that there'll be something amazing between themselves too without them knowing it yet). ...and obviously it's all going to go get even more twisted with time and even when Erik and Charles have gone from friends to ~arch enemies~, you know all the history they have together and that actually it's not pure hate at all. (Not completely unlike The Doctor and The Master, I think?)

Intense love for a bit twisted relationships? NOPE. NOT AT ALL.

Anyway! Yeah, Klaine seems to be the way they're heading with the plot quite obviously (though I actually didn't get the When Harry Met Sally reference at all because my knowledge of romantic comedies is very limited XD).

But really honestly, if this was UK drama, I'm pretty sure the writers would have dared to take the Kurtofsky route.

That's a good point, actually. If this wasn't, well, Glee, I guess they could have. If handled right, it could have worked. But now? Definitely not, it would be way too ~shocking~ (it's actually a bit funny watching American mainstream tv for a change, it feels so different to the other shows I've been watching lately...) But yes! Karofsky! Angst! Love! Difficult angsty love! And haha yeah, the glasses :D Bought the pink ones last summer, I have them in five different colours lol. Anyway, agree what you said, it was... just a bit too much. And I didn't even notice that typo before you pointed it out, but yes, Blaine, not Kurt obviously :D

I'm pretty sure there was something I meant to put here but I'm half-asleep and can't really think of what it possibly could have been. People writing comments in the middle of the night united, yes? XD

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