if i dont make your heart skip a beat, then hate me.
im having a really.... really bad day.
so many shitty things happened today.
1. im sick.
2. its been ten days since i havent seen james.
3. i feel like crying, but i dont want to seem dramatic.
4. i havent been able to listen to happy music, or anything other than jamisonparker for that matter.
5. i went to the chiropractor that brook goes to, and it brought back memories that were bitter sweet.
6. im gaining weight, and theres no one who can say im not, because scales do not lie.
7. i havent gotten a kiss in a week and a half.
8. my back hurts.
9. im not going to pennsylvania for longer than a week (thats good, and bad)
10.
i have a little bit of a crush on him, minus the little bit.
11. if anyone would ever like to buy me something, and win my heart, it would be jamisonparker tickets. i'd probly marry you.
12. or better internet, because my videos are lagging.
13.i couldnt call james today. mr. valario has my phone. still.
14. why is ireland so far away?
15. you cling to every thread that clings to me.
16. i dont want to go tomorrow.
17. why is two weeks so long?
18. my left ear has been swollen for the past three days.
19. i havent gotten my thing from james in the mail yet.
20. i havent gotten his plugs in the mail yet.
21. i got his ipod car charger. but now it mysteriously disappeared. HMMMMMM....
22. i miss big potato head.
23. and his cute little dirty south shoes.
24. and his laugh.
25. AND COOKIE FACE!
26. i want to be with him right now.
like
RIGHT..
FUCKING..
NOW..
so many shitty things happened today.
1. im sick.
2. its been ten days since i havent seen james.
3. i feel like crying, but i dont want to seem dramatic.
4. i havent been able to listen to happy music, or anything other than jamisonparker for that matter.
5. i went to the chiropractor that brook goes to, and it brought back memories that were bitter sweet.
6. im gaining weight, and theres no one who can say im not, because scales do not lie.
7. i havent gotten a kiss in a week and a half.
8. my back hurts.
9. im not going to pennsylvania for longer than a week (thats good, and bad)
10.
i have a little bit of a crush on him, minus the little bit.
11. if anyone would ever like to buy me something, and win my heart, it would be jamisonparker tickets. i'd probly marry you.
12. or better internet, because my videos are lagging.
13.i couldnt call james today. mr. valario has my phone. still.
14. why is ireland so far away?
15. you cling to every thread that clings to me.
16. i dont want to go tomorrow.
17. why is two weeks so long?
18. my left ear has been swollen for the past three days.
19. i havent gotten my thing from james in the mail yet.
20. i havent gotten his plugs in the mail yet.
21. i got his ipod car charger. but now it mysteriously disappeared. HMMMMMM....
22. i miss big potato head.
23. and his cute little dirty south shoes.
24. and his laugh.
25. AND COOKIE FACE!
26. i want to be with him right now.
like
RIGHT..
FUCKING..
NOW..