Jan 13, 2006 07:47
ARGHHHH! i just feel like shit!
i wanna die.... i saw plenty of opportunities on how to end this miserable life of mine this entire week.....
my girlfriend for 1 year, 7 months and 4 days broke up with me... well we agreed on breaking up....
i just feel crappy 'cause i couldn't live up to her expectations and i know i embarrass her and stuff... i just can't let her stay with me just because she's scared of what i might do. i just don't want her to feel obliged to be with me.... i know i'm not the best... i suck.
like those idiots say, if you love someone/thing you just have to let them/it go.
bastards, i hate it when it's true...
i know i don't deserve her anyway... but i love her... you know?
great way to start the year, huh?