In LA Weekly..
http://www.laweekly.com/slideshow/view/201753/14
I thought of looking it up, because I was asked for a picture for LAW last night at Tune In Tokyo. Then I remembered "Oh yeah, I met a lady from there at Rococo Rendezvous!"
So yeah whats been going on... I think I had a Shoot on Monday. Tues, weds I worked at EB. On Wednesday I went to Jarrod's house afterward and cut his hair.
That night I sent Adam a message, saying everything I've needed to say. and well, we'll see what comes of that. -_-
In some ways I feel like I made a good decision.. Well, it was more of a notification/informative proposal, than a decision.
Maybe it's the right thing to do, but in other ways I'm feeling... maybe it's for the wrong reasons. Everything I'm saying is truthful but... Now that I'm bringing it to light, and even though this MAY help and would probably be a decent solution regardless... Some factors my be off. My motivation, though logical, is probably not so great. I don't know what I'm doing, and all I can do is pray this all turns out for the best. While typing it out, I thought I was set. But.. over the next day as things settle in, maybe I'm not so sure. Is this what I want? Can I handle this? Or will it actually pan out to an unforeseen advantage? This can really go either way at this point.
I ended up taking Anton to disneyland the next day, using the last day of a limited time free parkhopper pass to his poor-boy/free time advantage. It was pretty chilly. After today my pass is blocked out til the end of the year, so waah. :(
We left early that night to get to Tune In Tokyo at 2nd St Jazz. Got there a bit late but whateverr. Right after I walked in the door, I was asked for a picture for LA Weekly (Which is why I was like OH, Right, rococo! lol,iforgotaboutthat.); the lady was like "Omg, so fruits n_____n", as were a few others. I felt nice to be back in a mildly toned down state of how I was a year or two ago, and in a place where it was appreciated. I think I've gotten a better hold of spontaneous coordination (With SOLIDS and a less is more idea, even!) over my hiatus from Decora. Throughout the night, an event photographer kept hovering back over to me and taking my picture repeatedly while I was playing on my DS, staring at a TV, messing with my phone, and drinking my Shirley temple (I've never had one of those before. :O omg).
I was all excited that I ordered and overpriced soda from a bar. Achieving bar without alchohol status. Lol. @_@
one of the interesting things was when people came over to talk to me. Presumeably to get to know me for the fact my skirt was short and my bra was poking out of my shirtmy fabulous personality.
Someone came over, introduced himself and asked if he could buy me a drink. I said "a non-alcoholic one, sure" ...He was SHOCKED by this. Comepletely SHOCKED. He started sputtering "What, are you not 21?.. wha.. wha.. why non alcoholic??"
"Well, I'm under 21, AND have no interest in alcohol."
It took him a minute to grasp this crazy concept, as he seemed like he was about to faint. and finally settled on asking what I'd like. I said Lemonade, and he never returned. Probably a mix of them not having lemonade, and Anton coming over to sit with me right after that.
Meh, I got home at some odd morning hours, and my family was gone. I wanted to have a nice peaceful sleep in their absence, but alas, jarrod kept texting me. Then when he was done, my family came home. Argh. =.=
I thought of looking it up, because I was asked for a picture for LAW last night at Tune In Tokyo. Then I remembered "Oh yeah, I met a lady from there at Rococo Rendezvous!"
So yeah whats been going on... I think I had a Shoot on Monday. Tues, weds I worked at EB. On Wednesday I went to Jarrod's house afterward and cut his hair.
That night I sent Adam a message, saying everything I've needed to say. and well, we'll see what comes of that. -_-
In some ways I feel like I made a good decision.. Well, it was more of a notification/informative proposal, than a decision.
Maybe it's the right thing to do, but in other ways I'm feeling... maybe it's for the wrong reasons. Everything I'm saying is truthful but... Now that I'm bringing it to light, and even though this MAY help and would probably be a decent solution regardless... Some factors my be off. My motivation, though logical, is probably not so great. I don't know what I'm doing, and all I can do is pray this all turns out for the best. While typing it out, I thought I was set. But.. over the next day as things settle in, maybe I'm not so sure. Is this what I want? Can I handle this? Or will it actually pan out to an unforeseen advantage? This can really go either way at this point.
I ended up taking Anton to disneyland the next day, using the last day of a limited time free parkhopper pass to his poor-boy/free time advantage. It was pretty chilly. After today my pass is blocked out til the end of the year, so waah. :(
We left early that night to get to Tune In Tokyo at 2nd St Jazz. Got there a bit late but whateverr. Right after I walked in the door, I was asked for a picture for LA Weekly (Which is why I was like OH, Right, rococo! lol,iforgotaboutthat.); the lady was like "Omg, so fruits n_____n", as were a few others. I felt nice to be back in a mildly toned down state of how I was a year or two ago, and in a place where it was appreciated. I think I've gotten a better hold of spontaneous coordination (With SOLIDS and a less is more idea, even!) over my hiatus from Decora. Throughout the night, an event photographer kept hovering back over to me and taking my picture repeatedly while I was playing on my DS, staring at a TV, messing with my phone, and drinking my Shirley temple (I've never had one of those before. :O omg).
I was all excited that I ordered and overpriced soda from a bar. Achieving bar without alchohol status. Lol. @_@
one of the interesting things was when people came over to talk to me. Presumeably to get to know me for the fact my skirt was short and my bra was poking out of my shirtmy fabulous personality.
Someone came over, introduced himself and asked if he could buy me a drink. I said "a non-alcoholic one, sure" ...He was SHOCKED by this. Comepletely SHOCKED. He started sputtering "What, are you not 21?.. wha.. wha.. why non alcoholic??"
"Well, I'm under 21, AND have no interest in alcohol."
It took him a minute to grasp this crazy concept, as he seemed like he was about to faint. and finally settled on asking what I'd like. I said Lemonade, and he never returned. Probably a mix of them not having lemonade, and Anton coming over to sit with me right after that.
Meh, I got home at some odd morning hours, and my family was gone. I wanted to have a nice peaceful sleep in their absence, but alas, jarrod kept texting me. Then when he was done, my family came home. Argh. =.=