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Guys, I'm really down right now.
I'm so sorry I've been lame and negative lately, but I just feel really defeated.
I just faced another rejection. I can't take it anymore.
Last week I applied for the NYU Campus Ambassador program, which leads the campus tours for prospective students and goes on all of these leadership retreats. It sounded like a lot of fun and something that I would love to do, so I gave it a shot in hopes of branching out and meeting more people. I was trying not to get my hopes up, because whenever I get excited about something it usually just leads to me getting hurt.
I just got a brief e-mail from them saying thanks, but no thanks.
If you've been following my life closely since I've started at NYU (haha), you should realize by now that I've been trying extremely hard to find a group or organization on campus that would help me make friends and build a community. Nothing has paid off.
FUCK. Now what?
I should just throw in the towel and write for the Washington Square News. I love how writing for the paper should be a thought that excites me, but its really not for some reason.
Seriously, now what? I'd love to hear some suggestions.
Or maybe someone just needs to slap me. That might do the trick.
much love.
I'm so sorry I've been lame and negative lately, but I just feel really defeated.
I just faced another rejection. I can't take it anymore.
Last week I applied for the NYU Campus Ambassador program, which leads the campus tours for prospective students and goes on all of these leadership retreats. It sounded like a lot of fun and something that I would love to do, so I gave it a shot in hopes of branching out and meeting more people. I was trying not to get my hopes up, because whenever I get excited about something it usually just leads to me getting hurt.
I just got a brief e-mail from them saying thanks, but no thanks.
If you've been following my life closely since I've started at NYU (haha), you should realize by now that I've been trying extremely hard to find a group or organization on campus that would help me make friends and build a community. Nothing has paid off.
FUCK. Now what?
I should just throw in the towel and write for the Washington Square News. I love how writing for the paper should be a thought that excites me, but its really not for some reason.
Seriously, now what? I'd love to hear some suggestions.
Or maybe someone just needs to slap me. That might do the trick.
much love.