so basically...
im sick... id like to blame steve just because he is the easiest target but you know its more likely something i did to myself. and plus he takes such good care of me i jsut love being around him whether im sick or not.
and no i didnt get a part in the play but meh, life goes on. im not heart broken but im not happy about it either, would you honestly expect me to be after i worked my ass off for three days. oh well. like ive said, im good at a lot of things, im not great at anything. id rather suck at everything but be great at one thing but no, whatever.... ill pretend to be over it and move on.
basically no matter how shitty my day goes steve can make everything better without even trying. imagining my life without him scares the piss outa me. *tinkle* hehehe.