GOD STOP UPDATING
i am super obviously irritated, or "irate". i give myself four days before i start climbing the walls. i swear off midway through day three and fall apart on day four in a state of anger and just frustration. i have not talked to meg in nearly too long and im tired of writing letters to an empty box. i did write to dan yesterday and im excited for him to receive it as i cant quite remember what i put in it other than the best elvis card ever. i am sick of being home with nothing and yet having things to do, but accomplishing none of them. graduate essay, what? applications? gre prep?
i need to decide if i want to move down to washington dc in the fall. this partly depends on whether or not my internship could POSSIBLY a future job, in which case i would defer going to gradschool until winter. either way, i wont start school in the fall, but prospects for a job in cleveland are less than promising and ive heard washington dc is an alright shot. but i dont have any friends there and god knows im not going to single handedly h a n g onto drew for dear life. that would be not only horrible pressure, but surely detrimental to both parties involved. im just stuck and not particularly happy about any situation. A N YYY OF THEM.
but kayta wrote to me. tatu4life.
i need to decide if i want to move down to washington dc in the fall. this partly depends on whether or not my internship could POSSIBLY a future job, in which case i would defer going to gradschool until winter. either way, i wont start school in the fall, but prospects for a job in cleveland are less than promising and ive heard washington dc is an alright shot. but i dont have any friends there and god knows im not going to single handedly h a n g onto drew for dear life. that would be not only horrible pressure, but surely detrimental to both parties involved. im just stuck and not particularly happy about any situation. A N YYY OF THEM.
but kayta wrote to me. tatu4life.