Yeah, great to jump to conclusions, hun. Sorry you can't blame me, I'd love for you to. Remember, you put your entries public. But you know what? I really could give a shit if you lost respect for me. It didn't seem to exist anyways. I tried to hold mine for you every time I had to hear about you being with a different guy, every time you drank and bragged about it, every time you've said you love life to all the times you wanted to die. Everytime you said you love him to each time he made you cry and each time he made you feel like shit. Sounds like you're jealous that I have Andy. And, you losing respect for me when I let down the one person I 'cared about,' I am allowed to make mistakes. I'm only human. You make me out to be a perfectionist, I'm not. You know how I am. I'm just as fucked up as you are, Chels. I hold the people I love high, I keep them up high and I neglect myself. It's the fucking truth. I'm allowed to make mistakes, I'M ALLOWED TO DO SOMETHING TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY. If you only knew the half of it.
I can't believe you're pissed because I gave my own opinion.
You have always given up to easily. You're ending a friendship over an argument? To be brutaly honest, that's pathetic. You do realize what you're doing, right? Not just with this, but what you're doing to your body and to your life?
I gave up? What the fuck do you want me to do. You don't respect me, I don't respect you, what the fuck is the point of even having a friendship? I'm not giving up, I just know when it's a lost cause.
But you know what? I really could give a shit if you lost respect for me. It didn't seem to exist anyways. I tried to hold mine for you every time I had to hear about you being with a different guy, every time you drank and bragged about it, every time you've said you love life to all the times you wanted to die. Everytime you said you love him to each time he made you cry and each time he made you feel like shit. Sounds like you're jealous that I have Andy. And, you losing respect for me when I let down the one person I 'cared about,' I am allowed to make mistakes. I'm only human. You make me out to be a perfectionist, I'm not. You know how I am. I'm just as fucked up as you are, Chels. I hold the people I love high, I keep them up high and I neglect myself. It's the fucking truth. I'm allowed to make mistakes, I'M ALLOWED TO DO SOMETHING TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY.
If you only knew the half of it.
I can't believe you're pissed because I gave my own opinion.
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Whatever. I've got my own problems to deal with. I don't need any of this shit so I guess this is goodbye.
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You're ending a friendship over an argument?
To be brutaly honest, that's pathetic. You do realize what you're doing, right? Not just with this, but what you're doing to your body and to your life?
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