...silence...
I just got back from an exausting 4th of July weekend to come home to read this...
My Dear, dear Edmar,
The reason I haven't talk to you in such a long time is because I have
found out something terrible things about us, and my grandpa had passed
away, but anyways...well my mom was talking to my sister about one of her
friends being her cousin and that cousin's name is Krista Yadow, and I put 2
and 2 together and figured out that the Yadows are related to the Carillos
and this means..."it hurts me to say it"...but we...meaning you and I are
related and I was going to be a good person and tell you this in person but
I was to much of a coward to do so, but Edmar I did love very much and I
still do. You will always be my first love, but I have to end this, I am so
sorry. I really hope we can still be friends...maybe even a little more but
not boyfriends. I love Edmar Carillo and I always will.
Love always,
Junior
I am so confused right now...like the worst kind of confused where u dont know what to do and you know u cant do anything to make it better. Helpless and confused is probably the best way to put it. I'm furious I'm fucking pissed. I'm wondering if this is the real reason, if this is for real, if i got used. Theres alot of questions that are unanswered and I want to know the truth. Did he really love me? cause man oh man I fell for it and I fell hard. I need some closure I need to know if he is lying to me or...fuck I dont know I just want some answers I'm going to call him tomorrow before I go to work tell him I need to talk to him in person. Tell him that what he put together is wrong cause we arn't related cause Mary Joy is a Yadao she and i are just friends no blood relation at all. Is this for real? or is it an excuse to get out. I just want answers! I don't want things to end like this.
Did all this mean nothing?
...did this mean nothing?