I SUCK ! ! ! I SUCK ! ! ! I SUCK ! ! ! I SUCK ! ! ! I SUCK ! ! !
though i feel rejected, i also feel glad to have friends like anna(of course), brandon, and maybe julian(i haven't decided on him yet)
as most of you know, my mom just flat out told me i sucked at the talent show. i thanked her gracefully and before that cried my face off because she's such a cold hearted BITCH!
but anna always knows how to make me feel better, thanks joe!!!!!!!!
brandon is just a good friend, thanks brandon!!!!!!
and julian criticizes everyone and isn't afraid to tell the truth to anyone and i hope he told me the truth last night, you better not be lying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have lost all of my confidence and will not sing for who knows how long because of my trauma. but hey, i can't go home until i graduate, so i guess i'll have to become numb to all emotion until the day i can return to where i truly belong. thank you all for listening to my rant, even though i know most of you dont read my entries anyway.