Mar 12, 2008 14:10
I've got patience for most things. Some more than others.
But right now I've got none. Not after I've seen what could be..
Everything moves so much slower now, and my time is less significant in lengthier intervals between meaningful interactions.
School is nothing. Philosophy is silly. Learning these things is like trading your guts for a larger hole to sit in.
Fiction is the only thing that's comforting; it lends its reality to me. History is whatever I say it is. It could have never happened for all I know. I like it. I'm only now just starting to appreciate it.
Don't speak Spanish.
I'm starting to save things.
Friends can be so unappreciative, yet they can be the only thing that keeps you feeling well. They give you places to go and things to be part of. They are as much of you as you are.
If I wake up earlier I'll feel better about my days, whether I get enough sleep or not. I have been lately.
The idea I've always had that my first child would be a girl has held more significance in the last two days than ever. And the reasons for that are silly, but so completely natural. I've realized that now. I've always tended to think too much into things at the start. Just way, way far ahead.