steal the night, kill the lights, feel it under your skin
joyce: let's do it in the car
me: i'll scream LOUD LOUD.
joyce: then i'll move about a bit
chrys: and i'll add fire?
(at TJR bridge, talking about how we're gonna surprise gids) HAHAHA. i love ESKs. despite stressing over where to go what to do and shit, being really, really late for dinner, we still got through fine. reminisced about previous outings (red dot + hendersons!) at our all-time favourite hangouts, dissed giddys about his lips/ enlistment/ age/ grammar/ language (speakers spookers) all over favourite pasta & ice-cream. you better miss us gids, cos we're gonna miss you! HAPPY21ST once again, from us three ESKs to you, hope you enjoyed the cheesecake, myohmy birthday song and go home and hang the board okay!
hiccup with the parentals once again which resulted in the early trip back. that, and the thought of rise and shine 0800 hours ):
its not that i don't understand, i trust that i'm smart enough to comprehend the real intentions behind all that, IF i overlooked everything else. but i'm not like that. call it stubborn but i'll question why, why and why again do i have to bend to your will. and the reason of shutup i'm the mom/dad just isn't sufficient anymore. this is getting needlessly draining, and when things get like that, i'm sorry its not cowardice, but i bail. cos suffocating me's never the best option. /on a lighter note, tumblr's up and running, but i haven't found it in me to move from this space.