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hi livejournal. friends, and stalkers.
im alright. i'd call it "content" ever since my dad defined the difference between being happy and feeling content. for example, im happy when im with fred. (extremely happy, for that matter). im content when im not biting my nails with worry and school goes by smoothly. i hope that was easy.
im pretty worried about two of my friends right now. one's been in the hospital and i dont exactly know why.. i cant even get in touch with her. the other is fighting with his girlfriend and seems depressed. i wish i could do much, much more than worry.
speaking of friends, let me just tell the whole world how much i love art kids. cos i swear, band was never this enjoyable. sure we may have our psychological problems and choke one another every now and then (lol) but what can i say... i heart ahht. mrs hughey is the greatest woman ive ever known. and we are her children. :D (and ive heard all about the band drama and all i can really do is point and laugh... suckers.)
i start my first job evar on friday, probably tearing movie tickets. ive wanted this for a long time altho i'll probably regret saying this later on. especially since my future weekends are devotedly solely to fred time. cos fred time is a precious thing and brings me the greatest of joys. ive got so much to look forward to with him.. and october is ALWAYS a guaranteed good month.
<3 shan
im alright. i'd call it "content" ever since my dad defined the difference between being happy and feeling content. for example, im happy when im with fred. (extremely happy, for that matter). im content when im not biting my nails with worry and school goes by smoothly. i hope that was easy.
im pretty worried about two of my friends right now. one's been in the hospital and i dont exactly know why.. i cant even get in touch with her. the other is fighting with his girlfriend and seems depressed. i wish i could do much, much more than worry.
speaking of friends, let me just tell the whole world how much i love art kids. cos i swear, band was never this enjoyable. sure we may have our psychological problems and choke one another every now and then (lol) but what can i say... i heart ahht. mrs hughey is the greatest woman ive ever known. and we are her children. :D (and ive heard all about the band drama and all i can really do is point and laugh... suckers.)
i start my first job evar on friday, probably tearing movie tickets. ive wanted this for a long time altho i'll probably regret saying this later on. especially since my future weekends are devotedly solely to fred time. cos fred time is a precious thing and brings me the greatest of joys. ive got so much to look forward to with him.. and october is ALWAYS a guaranteed good month.
<3 shan