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Wow, haven't updated in a while.. I guess you could say a lot has happened... more just like everyday things.. school is... just school, I think I'm going to do good this year if I really put my mind to it. I haven't really been slackin off... I've been trying to finish hw in class so I have more time after school or at home to study for tests and what not. The only class that is going to bite me hard in the ass is CP Chem. But it's cool.. lol
Hmm.. what else is new.. oh, Halloween is coming up, I'm excited for that... I want to dress up, but I have no idea what to be... suggestions? (stuart, don't tell me I should be a tree.. or a rock). But yeah, looking forward to that.
Life has been pretty good to me, I mean, I really am trying to be positive lately.. I like being the Rae that is known to always be happy and full of fun and laughter... I hate being sad and crying.. I know thats part of life, but I'm trying to aviod those emotions. Raquel's journal entry is freakin awesome on that subject. Go check hers out.. if you don't know who she is... then you don't deserve to read it! lol, I'm just playing.. thestupiderone .. i believe thats how she spells it and all.
Soccer in high and in club has been great.. even though there are times when I just come home and pass out for a couple hours.. lol. but I do feel really in shape and I actually think I've been getting... not skinner.. but like my tummy and back fat have been minimizing. I think I might actually have a womanly six pack soon. haha But club soccer has been doing alright.. we practice hard and we have bonded pretty well... but we tied to the first place team, which was way good cause it tied us for first place.. then we turn around and tie to the last two place teams! Now we are in fourth! I am so mad... I have 5 more games left in this season.. then I go to high school varsity soccer... then I have one more year to play... and my soccer playing days are over.. :' ( cause I probably wont play in college..
Well, on the up side, my sister just had her first baby! He is so freakin cute I can't stand it! He was born November 29th, at 1:11am. His name is Dominic Salvatore... erm his middle name is Steve in Italian, but I forgot how to say it. Seriously though... I love just going over there and holding him.. I went over there Sunday and held him until he fell asleep, then I fell alsleep next to him cause I was up since 5 in the morning. It is so nice to see such young innocence... I can't wait until he is older and I can babysit him and start to bond more. I want to be the cool aunt. lol! Considering my other nephew is 10 and we get in fights everytime he comes down to visit.. I figured Dominic would be the one who would like me... lol
This year is going to be over in a flash. Then next thing I know, I am going to be moving out and going to college. I don't want to go... but I know I am going to. Freedom is almost here... wow...
One of the many things I've learned from Stuart is music really helps. It is a way to release when you are sad or angry... and it is something to truely enjoy. Yeah, I love listening to my rap and stuff because I like the beat and its way fun to dance to... but some of the music I've been given has made me realize a lot of things.. its like a little part of me that is now filled... thanks to music.
Well, hopefully if you people read all of this I didn't bore you too much, haha... just felt like updating.. havent really been into the lj thing lately.
Oh, and my relationship has been doing great... more than great... all I have to say is communication is one of the things that holds relationships together. Don't let things build up and then explode all at once... plus, when you communicate you feel closer and closer to your partner/lover/mate/ or whatever you want to call them.
Happy Seven Sweetheart <3