don't go too fast, but i go pretty far...
i am stuck in maine. arrrgh. last night i went to bed at nine. which is seven denver time. bored NOW.
this house is a g.d. mansion. it is beautiful here. and really lonely.
it always makes me feel weird to come back to new england. there is like this part of me that goes back into the closet. i knew growing up how it was just not acceptable to be gay. that kind of comes back out here. now being here just triggers all kinds of feelings of inadequacy.
maybe i can grab a ride to oqunquit. it is a little gay vacation mecca.
sorry i can't help anyone move.
i have really been wishing i had a bike up here. these beach towns are made for bikes.
sidenote:
this person i was recently dating and a friend of mine are now flirting on eachother. it kind of makes sense, they are closer to eachother's age. (hint) but it doesnt mean it doesnt feel icky. is that ok? it feels totally smarmy on my friend's part. advice?
this house is a g.d. mansion. it is beautiful here. and really lonely.
it always makes me feel weird to come back to new england. there is like this part of me that goes back into the closet. i knew growing up how it was just not acceptable to be gay. that kind of comes back out here. now being here just triggers all kinds of feelings of inadequacy.
maybe i can grab a ride to oqunquit. it is a little gay vacation mecca.
sorry i can't help anyone move.
i have really been wishing i had a bike up here. these beach towns are made for bikes.
sidenote:
this person i was recently dating and a friend of mine are now flirting on eachother. it kind of makes sense, they are closer to eachother's age. (hint) but it doesnt mean it doesnt feel icky. is that ok? it feels totally smarmy on my friend's part. advice?