Writing meme/roundup for 2015!

Jan 01, 2016 20:47

The usual "year of writing, in review" meme! (All links go to LJ posts of the fics, because I'm too lazy to replace the links with DW versions on the DW post.)

Month by month:
February:
Ruki's Kinky Adventures 28/? - Uruha/Kai/Ruki - NC-17/Hot - Threesome, public teasing, shower bj, anal sex...
Summary: Some wardrobe choices are both very good and very bad at the same time, for different reasons. A golden suit leads to some shivers for Ruki when he's invited to a hot threesome...

It Must Have Been Aliens! - Aoi/Uruha - NC-17/Hot - Kidnapping, physical examination, object penetration, fingering... Crack and a little hurt/comfort.
Summary: During the world tour, Uruha attracts unwanted attention, and when the band is back in Japan, things start to catch up with him...

March:
Shinjuku Demon: In the Clutch Of the Demon - Ruki/Byou - NC-17/Wild - Dominance & submission, BDSM, anonymity, bootlicking, cages, oral sex, dildo play, flogging...
Summary: Ruki gets a repeat customer at his secret extra gig at the BDSM club.

Night Out - Aoi/omc - R/Hot - Oral sex, dirty talk, facial
Summary: Aoi feels abandoned by his friends and goes to a new bar to pout, and meets someone who recognises him...

April:
Bleach: Deathgrip - Hollow/Hisagi Shuuhei - NC-17/Wild - Tentacle rape, non-con, intoxication, humiliation...
Summary: Hisagi has finally tracked down a dangerous Hollow that has brought ruin to many Shinigami. Unfortunately, he's alone, and the Hollow proves to be a little too resourceful, giving him a demonstration of how it killed them...

June:
Wet - Kai/Uruha - R/Hot - Shower sex, a splash of frottage, and a drop of voyeurism.
Summary: Uruha isn't as subtle as he thinks he is...

July:
Ruki's Kinky Adventures 29/? - Aoi/Ruki - NC-17/Hot - Piercings, oral, rimming, dirty talk, anal...
Summary: The start of the Nameless Liberty Six Bullets tour is in Budokan, and Aoi has ideas on how to celebrate afterwards...

August:
The Hunted - Uruha/Kai - NC-17/Wild - AU. Kidnapping, interrogation, bondage, blindfolds, mild torture, knifeplay, edging/orgasm denial, table sex, rough sex, dubious consent...
Summary: Kai doesn't know if he's starting to get paranoid, or if someone really is out to get him. In his line of work it doesn't hurt to be extra careful, but sometimes careful isn't enough...

Ruki's Kinky Adventures 30/? - Uruha/Kai/Ruki, Uruha/Kai - NC-17/Hot - Threesome, voyeurism
Summary: A nice, relaxing day with a barbecue can lead to other hot activities...

Strapped for Attention - Uruha/Aoi - R/Hot - Light bondage, oral, handjob, pervertibles.
Summary: Recording a new album is a busy, stressful time, and Uruha doesn't have patience for Aoi's complaints and scattered interest.

September:
Ruki's Kinky Adventures 31/? - Uruha/Aoi/Ruki - R/Hot - Threesome, oral sex, exposure, bukkake/facial, semi-public sex...
Summary: Having lost his voice during a live, Ruki is not happy, but Aoi and Uruha find a way to cheer him up.

Shinkjuku Demon: Punishment Is Reward for the Devoted - Ruki/Byou - NC-17/Wild - BDSM, bondage, pain play, chastity device, teasing, verbal humiliation, punishment, nippleplay, dildo play, oral sex, handjob
Summary: Ruki's client is late, giving him time to think up ways to punish them...

October:
Shinjuku Demon: Let's Play Master and Servant - Ruki/Byou - NC-17/Wild - Sexting, BDSM, submission, rope bondage, kinbaku (shibari), wax play, pain play, cbt, anal sex...
Summary: Ruki doesn't have time for his BDSM club gig anymore. But maybe Byou can tempt Ruki enough to do a home visit?

Ruki's Kinky Adventures 32/? - Uruha/Ruki - NC-17/Wild - BDSM, bondage, fucking machines...
Summary: In the break between legs of the NLSB tour, Uruha decides it's time to have some quality time with Ruki, and he has a surprise for him...

December:
Ruki's Kinky Adventures 33/? - Reita/Ruki - NC-17/Hot - Shower sex, rimming, being held down...
Summary: How do you relax after an all night radio show? Ruki and Reita know how...

By the numbers:
Total stories: 15
Fandoms: (including crossover fandoms): 3
Het: -
Slash/yaoi: 15
Gen: -
Threesomes: 3
Crossovers: 3
Word count: No idea!

Breakdown by fandom:
the GazettE: 14, Screw: 3, Bleach: 1


Leitmotif of the year:
Same as last year, I guess. Bi or gay men find their bi or gay male friends very very hot and they have sex. I don't know. But there was much more BDSM this year.

What's the story that makes you happiest?
I don't have anyone in particular this time. I've been happy about them all, being able to write them, finishing them, getting any response to them... They all make me equally happy.

My favorite stories this year:
I think it might be the three sequels to the first Ruki/Byou BDSM club story. I called the series "Shinjuku Demon" in the end: Shinjuku Demon: In the Clutch Of the Demon, Shinkjuku Demon: Punishment Is Reward for the Devoted, and Shinjuku Demon: Let's Play Master and Servant. It had been a very long time since I'd really explored the dynamics of heavy BDSM, so that was really interesting. It also felt really rewarding to get a kind of resolution and a happy end... Now there's always the chance that I might get more ideas for these boys and what they're up to, but at least this part of their story is finished.

My best stories this year:
Maybe The Hunted? It's a definite AU where both Uruha and Kai are assassins, and a sequel to a story I wrote in the past. It does contain some world-building that I hope that I've been able to weave into the telling. Or maybe the above mentioned Shinjuku Demon series? I do have a lot of personal BDSM experience, so for me, this is a realistic look into what a BDSM relationship could be like.

Most popular story:
Definitely Bleach: Deathgrip. My little detour back into a past fandom that I used to love so much. I still miss it. I think one part of its popularity is that it's Bleach. Another is that it's tentacle rape. :) For some reason, tentacles can be really popular on archives. (I love tentacles myself, so I understand completely!) This story had been languishing, almost finished, on my hard drive for years before I decided to clean it up, finish it and post it. I'm really glad I did, because I am really pleased with how it came out.

Story most underappreciated by the universe, in my opinion:
Strapped for Attention, or It Must Have Been Aliens!, both so-called Aoiha fics. I guess I just don't write them as Aoiha fans want to see them. It seems to me that as soon as it's "just" band-fic with the guys as the people they seem to be in interviews and documentaries, people are just not interested in reading. If it's not mermaids, coffee shop AUs, or high school AUs, it's not good. *shrug* Well. I like them better as band members, so that's what I write. I can't please everyone. (But honestly? So few liked the alien abduction AU??? :( )

Most fun story:
It Must Have Been Aliens! This story exists because I accidentally ended up in the Dark Parts of YouTube one day, and watched some crackpot "documentaries" about aliens and alien abductions. Of course I then remembered Uruha's comment in the World Tour '13 documentary about aliens having built the pyramids... So, crack idea that I then tried to write seriously. As seriously as you can write alien abduction, anyway. ;) I had fun.

Sexiest story:
Ruki's Kinky Adventures? :D Although, this year it had a rival in the Shinjuku Demon series when it came to kinkiest story!

Story with single sexiest moment:
This is like asking me what the best sex scene I wrote this year is or something. They're all smutty and sexy, and I can't think of one section or scene that is a little bit sexier than any other. I have no idea, and it's better if you tell me which one you liked the most. I would love to know! :)

I do have a soft spot for moments in both RKA and Shinjuku Demon, relating to a submissive giving all his trust to the dom. I do find those moments really sexy.

Story with single sweetest moment:
In Wet when Kai drags Uruha into the shower to join him. Poor Uruha had tried to not let Kai see that he wants him, but he fails, and Kai just cuts through the awkwardness and makes the decision for him.

Hardest story to write:
The Hunted had moments when it was really hard to write. Probably because of the dubious consent and the fact that I'm not very good at torture and interrogation as a sexy thing.

Ruki's Kinky Adventures 33/? was actually also hard to write. I kept overthinking and had to constantly take a step back so I didn't get stuck in details. I'm often terrified of reusing the same phrases when I write sex scenes, so it's easy for me to get paralyzed, or think that everything I write is crap.

Easiest story to write:
Shinjuku Demon: In the Clutch Of the Demon perhaps. It felt like it wrote itself once I got the bunny for it. Or maybe Bleach: Deathgrip, because I basically just had to tidy it up and not write much at all.

Truest story of the year:
... They're all fiction. If you wonder which story resonates the most with my true feelings or something, I'd say that they all have a bit of me and my emotional baggage in them. Even the tentacle rape one.

Story that made you cry/saddest story:
None. I didn't write anything particularly angsty or sad this year.

"Holy crap, that's wrong even for you" story:
Bleach: Deathgrip. Tentacle rape. It's wrong, right?

Story that shifted my own perceptions of the characters:
I don't think there was any such story.

Biggest disappointment:
That I didn't manage to write more, I guess. I did get a bingo line on the Season of Kink challenge, so that wasn't a disappointment, but I still would have liked to write many more of my bunnies. But I have them in a notebook, so they're not running away. Biggest disappointment is maybe that I seem to have fewer readers this year... or people have stopped commenting. I've also been very bad at replying to comments, which I feel terrible about. :( LJ and DW aren't good places to post fic these days, I think. And there still hasn't come a better place for fandom to replace those communities. Tumblr is not that place.

Biggest surprise:
I finished and posted a Bleach fic! I didn't think I would do that again. Not after how Kubo has treated my favourite characters in the manga. But. I did. And it felt good. :) I still miss Byakuya and Renji and Hisagi something terrible.

Most telling story:
All the Shinjuku Demon ones? I'd looooooove to have a sub like Byou is in those fics! Unf!

Favorite opening lines:
Night Out:
Aoi sighed and put the phone down. Not even one of his friends or fellow band members had agreed to go out and have a beer or five. Uruha was working on a song, Kazuki was away on tour, Mizuki was visiting his parents, and the rest hadn't replied, so Aoi had to assume they were also either busy or not in the mood. Unless there was a party somewhere that he hadn't been invited to. Aoi frowned, then decided his friends wouldn't do that to him.

But I also like this, from Ruki's Kinky Adventures 32/?:
When Ruki woke up that morning, or as most other people called it: lunchtime, there was a text message from Uruha waiting for him.

I feel like I'm not very good at catchy, interesting first lines, in general. I try to set a tone, to start a scene, not really being clever. I don't know if it's a good or a bad thing.

Favorite closing lines:
Bleach: Deathgrip:
Once he was healed up and rested, he would buy Renji five bottles, he decided. Friends like him were hard to find, after all. Friends that kept a simple matter of tentacle rape a secret, and even turned it into a victory.

Favorite lines from anywhere:
I don't think I really have any lines that I can remember off the top of my head as particularly interesting or important... so I'd have to re-read all my fics to hunt some down. I'm seldom proud of particular lines, and if my beta tells me I have to change something, there's never a fight. For the previous questions, I had to go through all the fics and compare them. ;)

Favorite title:
Oh man, titles are the bane of my existence! One reason I love Ruki's Kinky Adventures is that I already have the title for it! :D Maybe Bleach: Deathgrip, because it's a play on the name for holding your cock so hard when you masturbate that you can't come during normal sex, and the fact that those tentacles are going to cause Hisagi's death.

Looking back, did you write more stories than you thought you would this year, fewer than you thought, or about what you predicted?
I wrote fewer than I hoped, but only two less than last year, so I guess I'm okay with that.

What pairing/genre/fandom did you write that you would never have predicted in January 2015?
I didn't think I'd write more of the Ruki/Byou BDSM club stuff, but once I got the idea for the one sequel, suddenly it grew to a series. Ooops. I also didn't think I'd finish and post that Bleach tentacle fic.

Story that could have been better?
All of them. I constantly find things in stories I've written that I think is worded awkwardly, or could have been clearer or better described or more detailed.

Did you take any writing risks this year? What did you learn from them?
... I write stuff I want to write. Is that a risk? If that is the case, what I did learn is that I'm happier writing what I want to write, even if no one reads it. So I'll keep doing that.

This year's theme and the story that demonstrates it most:
BDSM? I realise that I wrote a lot of BDSM during 2015. I think it's been my way to work through the death of my psycho ex, with whom I had a very long, very dysfunctional BDSM relationship.

The story that demonstrates the most that BDSM was the theme of 2015 is probably the Shinjuku Demon series, and the fact that one sequel turned into three.

What story do you want to have written?
Many of the fic bunnies on my list... As for other people's stories, I'm not jealous of any of them to the point of wanting to have written them instead. I just enjoy reading fic if I can find a pairing and a premise that I enjoy.

Story I want remembered:
All of Shinjuku Demon series! LOL "You have to read this, it's a BDSM classic!" I don't know. I'd be very happy if anyone actually remembers my stories, but I've been told in the past that even though people might recognise my writer's name, they don't remember anything I've written. So, hmm...

What's next for the coming year:
More Ruki's Kinky Adventures, and prepare for a surprise! ;) Also, more of the assassin AU, and Aoi having fun with that OMC fanboy of his. I'll keep writing porn, kink, and smutty things, and I'll keep trying to improve my writing.

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