May 25, 2005 08:24
Well another night of absolutely horrible sleep. Me and Marcus have never been a "cuddle-while-we-sleep" couple. We hold hands or hug for about 5 mins while we talk for a little while and then we turn to our designated sides and promptly fall asleep. But NOW...Marcus has changed the way he sleeps in the bed completely putting a "distrubance in the force" of the bed. So at 1:30 this morning when I havent slept all night I turn over and yell I don't care if you've got to sleep on the futon (sp?) I've got to get some sleep. Which I know wasn't the most sensative thing to say but HEY...no good sleep for a week now. So getting up this morning we continue that conversation further...in a better tone. I told him what the deal was...and said that yes we both deserved sleep..so if need be ..I would go sleep on the couch or something until something could be worked out (ie..seperate beds or a king bed). He of course (in true Marcus fashion) said ..no we'll work it out like we are right now. BUT IM NOT GETTING SLEEP THE WAY WE ARE NOW!!!! ....So... we'll see how tonight goes. To all of my fellow AEBN'ers (the ones that still talk to me) I apologize right now if I'm a bit crabby today.
In other news..things have died down a bit in the previous post I made. In some cosmic way i think things have settled down in to the path that will be.