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do u ever get sick of trying?
not in life as a whole but just a little part of it?
u dont want to put the energy into this little thing anymore...u cant see what the point is...
its definitly out of reach and ur stool is too small to get up to it.
maybe itll be different when i lay eyes on it...when i actually see it for the first time in about 11 months.
why does this hurt so much?
y am i longing and yearning all the time when i cant see anything that will calm that in the future?
but its just this little part of my life...no big deal at all...yet it seems like it controls a lot of it.
always looking ahead, will anything ever be good enough?
of course it will...but patience often runs very thin...
who knows maybe sumthing will happen...but i know it shouldnt
it wouldnt be smart
it wouldnt be logical
but man it would feel good
dont u wish u had sumone to vent to, u can just pour out ur soul, and they will listen and then u can see their face and read what they are thinking and they wont try to up u on ur venting...they'll sit and listen and tell u that everythings going to be ok..but not that cop-out answer...itll be different. they'll put there arms around u and...ok thats enough u get the jist w.e.
DONT WORRY BE HAPPY
not in life as a whole but just a little part of it?
u dont want to put the energy into this little thing anymore...u cant see what the point is...
its definitly out of reach and ur stool is too small to get up to it.
maybe itll be different when i lay eyes on it...when i actually see it for the first time in about 11 months.
why does this hurt so much?
y am i longing and yearning all the time when i cant see anything that will calm that in the future?
but its just this little part of my life...no big deal at all...yet it seems like it controls a lot of it.
always looking ahead, will anything ever be good enough?
of course it will...but patience often runs very thin...
who knows maybe sumthing will happen...but i know it shouldnt
it wouldnt be smart
it wouldnt be logical
but man it would feel good
dont u wish u had sumone to vent to, u can just pour out ur soul, and they will listen and then u can see their face and read what they are thinking and they wont try to up u on ur venting...they'll sit and listen and tell u that everythings going to be ok..but not that cop-out answer...itll be different. they'll put there arms around u and...ok thats enough u get the jist w.e.
DONT WORRY BE HAPPY