For everything there is a time and season
So the past week has been filled with tons of stuff.
For those of you who don't know I was accepted to BYU-Idaho and I plan on going for the winter semester. I also now have a boyfriend who is the sweetest guy I have met and does so much for me. But as many of you are probably thinking, boyfriend but aren't you going away to school?, and yes I realize that this creates a problem and the boyfriend realizes it too.
It's definately gonna be hard, but I know that this is the right decision, and I'm not for sure why the Lord is telling me to go up there but the point is that He is telling me to go up there and I know that it is right.
I realize that my friends are sad and that my boyfriend is not very happy with me leaving either but its not like im going away forever, just for a couple of months.
And you know what I admit it I am scared to death to go up there and leave my boyfriend, friends, family,and job with people that I absolutely love, to live in the freezing cold with things that are unfamiliar. In my ninteen years of life I have never been away from my family for more than a few weeks and this is my confort zone for sure. What happens if I get up there and don't fit in, or have a hard time making friends, or fail at school? I am SCARED to death. But I hope and pray that all will go well, and all that matters is that this is the right decision.
I'm out....
For those of you who don't know I was accepted to BYU-Idaho and I plan on going for the winter semester. I also now have a boyfriend who is the sweetest guy I have met and does so much for me. But as many of you are probably thinking, boyfriend but aren't you going away to school?, and yes I realize that this creates a problem and the boyfriend realizes it too.
It's definately gonna be hard, but I know that this is the right decision, and I'm not for sure why the Lord is telling me to go up there but the point is that He is telling me to go up there and I know that it is right.
I realize that my friends are sad and that my boyfriend is not very happy with me leaving either but its not like im going away forever, just for a couple of months.
And you know what I admit it I am scared to death to go up there and leave my boyfriend, friends, family,and job with people that I absolutely love, to live in the freezing cold with things that are unfamiliar. In my ninteen years of life I have never been away from my family for more than a few weeks and this is my confort zone for sure. What happens if I get up there and don't fit in, or have a hard time making friends, or fail at school? I am SCARED to death. But I hope and pray that all will go well, and all that matters is that this is the right decision.
I'm out....