*tailwags*

[patchz]

I stumbled upon this group yesterday in my internet browsing looking for new friends.  I am an RM, though right now very inactive.  I was born into the church, then our family step away, we got back in after the divorce and my dad remarried.  I was the only one out of five boys (no girls) that went on a mission.  I served in Tempe, AZ from Dec 1996

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[masterlupus]

greetings and welcome
i am an artist and as i know symbology is great in the world and through my studies the animal wich portrays u most usually has to do with personality and representation of such as well. u see a fox is on some cultures sly and a turncoat or somethign of dark and tricky as others it si a creature that knows much and is charismatic. one given the ability to speak swiftly in any situation they encounter. basically able to get out of tight places and much more.

if you feell liek talking any tiem jus say hey on im whenever u want

[patchz]

Yes the representations of the fox don't do this animal alot of justice, much like how the wolf is portrayed as evil. To me, the fox is more of a solitary creature, one who is very cautious in what he does, has the great ability to adapt to his environment, and a small creature trying to make it in a world full of others much bigger than he is

[masterlupus]

there is a lesson we all learn though all our experiences.some are a lil more difficult to learn. i know what it is liek to be hard with speahc for me it is that when i make sence i sound like a fortone cookie or close to it. we all have a weakness. to find that happiness that you once had it is to seek a more long term verion of that happiness. or joy wich brings a better happiness in life.

well by your own description you are a fox what i had told you are two forms of a fox one the woldly version of a fox and the other the old or origionl beliefe of what a fox is.

to regain that hope is to find that trust that you once had before in those around you. it is a forgivness of yourself. that you need as well as to forgive thsoee who either wronged you or you have wronged.

[patchz]

And that is the hardest part for anyone to accept, is that our experiences are there to learn from, but it is difficult to try to push past the hurt. I feel like I do when I just put it away behind me, but when in fact it's under my fur. And I'll one day know that I've truly let it go and forgiven what's been done when I can find that happiness I used to have, because I won't till that burden is lifted off my shoulders

[masterlupus]

to any freindship or relation when one party truly gives up all hope in that relationship is when it is hurt the most. but even then it can be repaired but you must be willing to take the time to repair the broken bonds of that relationship.
always hold to those you care for and those you dont know keep a freindly ear to them. for those who have broken you or taken a part of you away remember though they may be ur enimy at thsi tiem they still are and can be good people and hold that to them let the things they did that wronged u be in ur memory but not as a fence or wall to hold you back or them back but to know somethen was done and that is needed to be wored on. by both you an them. that you cna still be friends there will jus be that fence to help protect you incase they still have that strange desire to push you away from them agin