Today is bit of a cynical day.I cant seem to find my scriptures anywhere which is truely ODD seeing as i remember where I placed them last and then mom got in bed for work and next thing I knew they were gone. Meh. I hate when this happens. Maybe i should just clean eh?
I dont really get to do anything today with cori because she's sick. I'm really not that mad about anything, just tired. I had a sorta bad dream last night.
It wasnt exactly the same it just was a ghost of a memory. I was at this house, and e had this house right next to us, out in this farming area, but the houses were really close, except that house as haunted. So I'm in my own home having FHE or something I don't really care whats going on, and we have this sream/creek dividing me and this house. I take heather over, or who i think is heather, (she's like 15) over to this house and we start investigating. Oddly it's pretty taken care of all things considered. It has all it's furniture and guilding. But it's like flickerig between that and a run down place as if it USEd to be in good condition but now it's only a mirage.
Then, We're walking around and this guy tries to trap us in the house. only he's not a guy per se but someone not dead but not alive. In my dream i remembered to do what lisa told me to do. And i kept telling him to go away and i left the house taking heather with me. For some rason everything I did revolved around if that guy could get close to me or not. My clothes, my food, my frinds, my thoughts. It was vry metaphorical I think.
So then I protected my house in my dream, much like i have done with my own room. I made a boundry between the river and my home and tried to keep all the unclean things out of it.
After all that and him not really being able to pass but trying anyway my dream changed.
I was walking to a bus stop in the city and I had to take heather with me again. I'm really not even sure if i was heahter. But it was representing someone I trusted younger than me. With blonde hair and big blue eyes. That and the person always changed. In my mind it flickered between a few people. Heather is just who i'm sticking wtih for clarities sake.
We walked to a grocery store/deli after we got off teh buss and there was all this decadent chocolate and clothes and i was really trying to find something modest to wear over this dress i have that is a bit riskae. I never did find something and we left and went to this like human shleter. Except it wasntan inside shelter but an outside one. kind of like a zoo almost except it was only cats, birds, bats, and spiders. i held one of the cats that tunred intoa bird and was really cute and then i ran into a wild spiders next but it didnt get on me, just the webbing, buti was allergic to it and i beroke out in hives, then i was like..heather we need to leave,a nd so we left.
We chased fown the bus that was leaving us even when we were standing right at the bus stop and then...
I woke up.
Okay! that's it for my crazy dream. It wasnt any where near as bad as my old dreams, but it did feel as though it was areminded to not forget to be thankful for tem being gone, which has been just a week now of real sleep.
Also I talked to Alex yesterday, big long story I really don't feel like getting into. so. I wont.
I'm also thinking about making brownies today. yummy! I really hope i can find my scriptures. I miss them.