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SO.... laura's emo entry again
2morrow well 2day actually well basically i am headin 2 grass valley 2 spread my grandma's ashes somewhere and well like 2nite it hit me. my grandma is dead. i will never ever c her again, ever. no more christmas's or thanksgivings or her commin 2 my soccer games. no more funny random comments no more her. this is so harsh i didnt cry when i found out she passed, but now it hits as i am sittin here listenin 2 "i'm already there" by lonestar. i mean it has 2 b one of the most sad songs i have ever heard and in a way it kinda reminds me of my g-ma and i dont no if i hate it or not ya no? i am missin my grandma SO MUCH. and all i can do is mourn over her death and that is a depressin future and hard 2 handle. all i can do is cry and remember and i jus wish i could of seen her one last time.
man i am ramblin, but it is a harsh and brutal reality. death is inevitable but sometimes i wish it never had 2 happen 2 any1.
I'm already there, lonestar
history of song: this is based on 9/11. about one of the flights that ended up crashing and unfortunatly no1 survived. really read the words and i no that sounds borin but it makes u have a new perspective of life well it did 4 me so yeah
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There
R.I.P:(
2morrow well 2day actually well basically i am headin 2 grass valley 2 spread my grandma's ashes somewhere and well like 2nite it hit me. my grandma is dead. i will never ever c her again, ever. no more christmas's or thanksgivings or her commin 2 my soccer games. no more funny random comments no more her. this is so harsh i didnt cry when i found out she passed, but now it hits as i am sittin here listenin 2 "i'm already there" by lonestar. i mean it has 2 b one of the most sad songs i have ever heard and in a way it kinda reminds me of my g-ma and i dont no if i hate it or not ya no? i am missin my grandma SO MUCH. and all i can do is mourn over her death and that is a depressin future and hard 2 handle. all i can do is cry and remember and i jus wish i could of seen her one last time.
man i am ramblin, but it is a harsh and brutal reality. death is inevitable but sometimes i wish it never had 2 happen 2 any1.
I'm already there, lonestar
history of song: this is based on 9/11. about one of the flights that ended up crashing and unfortunatly no1 survived. really read the words and i no that sounds borin but it makes u have a new perspective of life well it did 4 me so yeah
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There
R.I.P:(