Apr 09, 2013 19:52
I met a nice guy who is Cuban and charming and friendly. I decided to sit in the little park in front of this home I live in. It belongs to Joan, but she let's me live here for $300, which is insane.
I am sure he has a girlfriend, or maybe a boyfriend, certainly a significant other. I don't intend on anything else than friendship, but it is so nice to be excited to meet a new friend and have the feeling be reciprocated.
I am trying to be fulfilled, or rather feel fulfilled, but I am certain that I can't until I get off these meds. I don't like them, but I think I need them. I hope that I can find my balance soon.