Sep 27, 2006 21:55
geeeze.
it's been crazy. really.
oh yeah, im going to homecoming. i got a dress, its tealish... "the color of gangrene" (i just keep thinking of that line). i like it because when i spin around it twirls out...and i like that.
i hate stupid freaking boys that lie to you about something you freak out about just so they can laugh. that was really mean.
im sorry that i care.d.
what am i even saying?
i thought my belly button was infected because it was so itchy. and it hurt. but its not. thats good.
i thought it might fall off. and that would be sad. because belly buttons are my 2nd favorite body part.
wow. they weren't lying, i am weird.
this is dumb. because i'm not saying anything of value. and in 3 weeks i will look back at this post and say "that was dumb. why did i post that? i'm such a loser".
there is really no point to anything i do.
(break for sending my darling sister a picture)
ok.
i want to make a list. but i feel like i don't have time. or like it might be a waste of time. i feel like i have time for nothing. even though i do.
i'm just dumb. these days.
i want to get out. i want to go to the park. i want to dance.